| Tuesday, April 25 |
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anybody wanna buy laptop? fujitsu s6240 + 3 years warranty + case.. cheap cheap! hahaha.. my friend is selling actually.. brand new! box is sealed! and it has fingerprint technology.. yup, that's all i have for today.. still figuring out.... =) in love with purple recently... Love sees with the heart and not with the mind. Therefore, winged cupid is painted blind. |
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was suddenly reminded of my eldest sister.. nanny actually has 3 daughgters n a son.. but eldest sister passed away in a car accident when i was in sec 1.. whenever i go back to the house, i will be reminded of her.. yesterday, they mentioned a jacket that belonged to her that has sentimental values was taken away by brother rick's ex-gf.. for a moment i was pissed pissed pissed! thinking why would a girl take something that doesnt belongs to her... on my way home.. i thot of her... it feels uncomfortable to know that someone near is gone for 8 years... i missed her alot suddenly.... Love sees with the heart and not with the mind. Therefore, winged cupid is painted blind. |
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had a great day today.. didnt make any appt.. but i had a good time with my nanny.. went to her place after work. it was pouring super heavily when i left the office.. got drenched but it was all worthwhile.. had a great dinner.. played with baby boy marcus. 8months old n weighs a hefty 10 over kg. aunty is getting old, hurts me to see that she injured her knee. her daughters were there too, all grown up and married. good thing is they comes back every mondays n wednesdays to have dinner with her. we had a good chat.. will be going over more often to accompany her.. had a great day overall... =) Love sees with the heart and not with the mind. Therefore, winged cupid is painted blind. |
| Saturday, April 22 |
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i have to overcome.. Love sees with the heart and not with the mind. Therefore, winged cupid is painted blind. |
| Sunday, April 9 |
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i havent updated for a long time.. im still trying to get use to my job n open up to let ppl know what im actually doing. coz i do know that some are very skeptical abt ppl like us. firstly, i dont know how come i came abt accepting this job. i believe its a calling because its not like me to change a job suddenly. up till today, im still not sure why the decision was made.. but i am willing to try.. because courses that i'd attended, the studies i'd done, the tests i'd passed.. made me realise the importance of protecting oneself. so i told myself, i want to help ppl around me.. especially my friends.. i want to let them know the importance of protecting themselves.. to let them know what they can do to protect themselves.. only after that then its the selling.. but im actually quite affected by one of my friend.. i was out with them.. as usual, we were chatting n i didnt know how the topic came abt.. so we were talking abt things related to my job n i realised this friend of mine(named: A) hates ppl in my line.. so A was like complaining, saying 'we' are great liars n cheat them of their money. A went on about the experiences with 'us' n comment that 'we' are very cunning. there's definitely more to the experience A had, i wanted so much to help, wanted to know what went wrong, was it a miscommunication, n hopefully regained the trust.. n help A understand the rationale behind it.. i told A to keep cool coz i could sense the air tensed up.. but it seemed worse n words used to describe 'us' were too strong that it hurt me. instead of helping, i got myself hurt, i thot to myself.. is it really worth it. is A worth my time n my energy.. i do not have the ans yet as im still a little upset.. i went home with a heavy heart. i wanted so much to message A n let A know that i was hurt by what was said. but i know A's character n that is how A speaks.. so i stopped myself, i dont want to spoil this friendship but i also know that i do not want A to end up like the story i heard..the title is, ' I Had a Friend ' i am a little tired.. shall share the story of 'i had a friend' with you tmr or something.. probably after reading the story.. u will know why i want to help my friends.. till then, God Bless p/s: i typed 'we' n 'us' coz apparently im one of them now, so i cant deny the fact that i have to be labelled as well. Love sees with the heart and not with the mind. Therefore, winged cupid is painted blind. |
