| Wednesday, December 31 |
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tanning was great except for the ocassional rain and clouds covering the sun.. now my face is red...
erm.. sorry.. something happened.. dun feel like continuing this blog for today... just feel that somehow the feelings rekindled.. or i wasnt over with you at all.. im not sure... argh... this is so irritating... being emotional again... it didnt happen for a very very long time.. why do i feel this now... argh...... *GONE* |
| Tuesday, December 30 |
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... to make things short.
watched Brother Bear. touched. had teary eyes. went town. lunch at crystal jade. awkward silence. turned out fine. went FEP. bought skirt. love it. a lil short. visited ah bee. went heerens. visited roy. went cine. dinner. ljs. spilled sprite. cleaned up. took bus home. yup.. that's some of the main points of what happened today. need to reach sch by 8am tmr.. so have to sleep now.. yup.. nitey... |
| Monday, December 29 |
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had a long long day.. i was crazy enough to wake at at 8+ just to meet huiqin for breakfast.. haha.. but that was a good one coz i think it was the first time i reached earlier than her.. she's a very quick tempered girl.. ya.. so i dare not offend her.. haha.. i met my opponent.. keke... but oh well.. i tamed down alot dont you think so? maybe its just me.. haha...
anyway.. went to watch their volleyball match today at hougang mall... and... ka chua is so cool when he is on court! mesmerised by him already la.. haha.. but then.. when edwin pang came... ka chua have to step aside.. coz edwin pang is DAMN good! he is a professional beach volley player.. tall.. tanned.. well build.. what else? charming smile.. keke... ok.. im acting like a lil girl now... but oh well... they are both great players.. ou xiang! i still prefer my cute boy boy though.. haha... he can jump very high too... ok.. enough of that... was out the whole day with them and i enjoyed it very much except for the mosquitoes part.. irritating pests.... and hopefully i dun hurt wt coz we were a lil too straightforth when telling him our views on some stuffs that we think he should change? like not to be so stubborn on some stuffs? i dunno.. i think im a lil harsh and not tactful with my words... i have to change this bad point of mine coz i think my words hurts alot sometimes.. oh well.. he agreed with me later on that he is truly stuborn sometimes.. aiyo... confusing and mind taxing... shall leave things the way it is and dun be bothered with it too much coz its not my prob anyway... yup.. feeling tired.. have to sleep earlier coz i finally am going to watch BROTHER BEAR!!! the long awaited show.. coz finally there's someone who hasnt watch it as well... haha.. will be another day out with huiqin... i am starting to enjoy my day out with her provided she dun get angry with me.... a really quick tempered girl... haiz.... nitey jas.. sweet dreams... |
| Sunday, December 28 |
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have to add something... that is.. i seriously hate being alone at home.. like why do they have to play mahjong every weekend? that leaves me to be alone at home... some will know why i dun like it.. arg.... |
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i really can sleep nowadays... in another words.. it shows how late i sleep... which is bad bad bad.. i have to adjust my biological clock so that i can be prepared for the 8am lessons next sem.. arg.. this is so irritating... now i envy those friends who finished their As...
anyway.. me lynn and charis finally went out together today.. haha.. after so long.. like the holidays gonna end for me already then she have time for us.. but was a great outing.. eat n eat.. take photos n more photos.. and gossip.. and what else.. oh.. listen to her little princess story.. dearie.. you've got yourself a VERY caring, faithful, loving, endearing, forgiving, etc. bf.. please treasure ok... dun be so sensitive over small nothings.. open your heart to accept.. ya.. like you said.. its not easy to walk these 18mths.. so you have to learn not to be so sensitive and cannot get angry so easily ya.. orelse you will be like me.. muahaha.. u will regret girly.. yup.. its time i sleep coz i have to meet huiqin at 9am at clementi mac for breakfast? this is madness rite.. ha.. but i think i just need to get used to getting up early.. healthy lifestyle... yeah yeah... <--- rubbish... haha |
| Friday, December 26 |
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alrite.. did some small changed to my blog... got sick of the purple color... now its PINK.. haha... nicer? i dunno.. it seemed more or less the same to me.. haha... |
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haha.. bud.. i saw your bloggy.. hello.. im not into drinking.. neither am i into clubbing.. just that its a happy occasion..? haha.. dun worry k..
anyway its another homely day... sometimes its just so nice to slack at home isnt it? time for dinner.. update later... |
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was at jeff's house till almost 1am.. btw.. jeffrey is bihong's bf.. which is.. my bf's bf.. haha.. we have a complicated relationship.. anyway... had so much food just now that i think i gained 2kg? ha.. at least i ate the log cake.. =P
chatted n chatted so much with my bf... sometimes i really do feel that she's the only person in the world whom i can really communicate well with.. she will understand whatever shit i say.. even if i were babbling nonsense or sentence structure wasnt rite... whatever it is.. she will understand me.. like i understand her craps too.. ha.. now im blabbling nonsense.. not sure what i am typing too.. anyway i think i've been like that thru out this hoildays.. or was it recently that i've changed? i dunno.. i seemed lost in a world of my own.. probably i've locked up myself from the outside world that i know not how to communicate properly.. or probably my brain isnt functioning anymore.. i just seemed so lost of words when i speak.. be it english or chinese.. everything is wrong.. confidence is gone.. nobody is listening.. but in any case.. i know... i will have someone there for me.. someone looking out for me like a mother protecting her kid... they are my pillars of support... thanx ben and bihong.. hmm.. wonder why i wrote all these.. but anyway... time to sleep... Zzzz.... |
| Thursday, December 25 |
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helllo pple!
i had an enjoyable christmas eve.. how about you ppl out there?? hmm...lets see... went sunset bay yesterday...the sun was so strong and the weather was darn good for tanning.. i look TANNED now.. definitely man.. haha.. then went on to anqi's house for little gathering.. hmm.. wasnt that fun coz there were little cliques here and there and that i was only close to some of them.. yah.. and the food was horrbily ALOT.. ate like a pig man... plus the chocolate cake we bought to celebrate kq's bday... WOO! i had 3 slices.. muahaha... i think christmas is really a good day to get together to EAT EAT N EAT.. coz after that.. gab came to pick me up and we went on to wx's house.. and we had turkey.. then... popped a bottle of champagne.. its my first time drinking champagne.. and i dun like the taste.. lucky thing was that there's only a bottle.. coz i was little giddy after that.. lol.. at least the dai dee session was better.. i had time to recuperate from the champagne before drinking red wine... wat a drinking session rite.. lol.. funniest thing when i was sleeping beside brenda.. she lean towards me.. head resting on my shoulder.. and she sniffed me.. muahaha... like i am her bf??? hahaa.. later my bf jealous ah.... anyway now at another christmas party.. think this is and will be the more like it one.. coz i will get to eat the log cake(finally).. and there's ppl here exchanging presents.. ya.. will update later.. yup... enjoy yourselves babes and dudes... |
| Wednesday, December 24 |
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wat to say... training was fun + tiring.. darn.. i shouldnt have asked them to do PT.. i ended up doing together with them and i suffered.. like.. they are already so fit and stuff.. while this girl here is weak... haha.. and the best thing is.. i cant go down the stairs properly after that...
to say.. i still went shopping with lynn... (oh.. btw she went for the trg as well.. but didnt do PT with us.. =/ ) two of us were like couldnt walk properly... hers.. coz too long never train.. mine.. idiotic PT.. but anyway.. we were not quite in the mood also.. coz... both of us were tired.. plus there's like so many ppl in town when its a tuesday afternoon.. shouldnt those office ladies or aunties be working??? -confused- anyway it seems that mos has become our favourite chill out place... like.. whenever we meet up.. we will definitely have our meal there.. now i miss charis.. that busy girl... forever not free to come out with us.. you gonna make up for that girl.. muahaha... im quite in the x'mas mood now.. that's why im abit crazy.. lol |
| Tuesday, December 23 |
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ok.. i gotta type this fast so that i can go to bed soon... i think this will be the earliest day im turning in thru out this whole hols... before 2am.. haha.. like i always sleep at 2+.. slowly.. 3+.. 4+... that kinda thing... but anyway.. i cant do it today coz i have to reach gess by 8am tmr... i am so gonna die man... not sure if i can get up..
ha.. anyway.. reached town at abt 7pm... and bought 3 presents in less than 2 hours... yup... then i met up with huiqin and chill out at taka coffee bean... ( oh.. i was alone before that... and i saw those 3 that asked me out yesterday.. what a small world.. but anyway.. i didnt care abt them coz i was too busy choosing presents.. lol ).. did i mention that i am not going malacca anymore? yah.. think i havent.. anyway.. not going in coz i dunwan to leave spore on 24th morning.. like.. hello.. its xmas eve.. and i dunwan to go genting.. coz i went there like not long ago? and if they are going genting that means i dun have time to tan and shop there... yup.. sorry aunt if you are reading this.. will visit you next holidays k.. yup... seems like i have to sleep at 2 today.. haiz.. nvm la.. hopefully i have enough energy to play well tmr... yup.. nitey.. |
| Monday, December 22 |
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returned home at 4am from my cousin's place.. well.. as expected.. i went there to be a santa clause... ha... lost a few bucks.. its ok.. haha..
hmm.. wat surprised me was that i was actually brave enough to walk back at this hour.. haha.. was chating with kl on the phone.. which makes me focus more on chatting than other stuffs (you know you know).. keke... anyway gonna sleep le... oh.. somehow i'm still not quite over with that incident.. coz they asked me out to shop tmr and i didnt agree on the spot.. i just told them.. 'see how'.. am i mean? i think i am... coz i will be very free tmr.. aiya... dunno la.. suddenly feel that sometimes.. guys are irritating creatures.. maybe not irritating.. just that they like things to go their way... ah.. shant bother abt this... really is time to sleep... ciaoz... |
| Sunday, December 21 |
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was out the whole day... tho tired.. but enjoyed myself... B-E-A-U-tilful day... lol
1st.. went to get my hair colored... isnt it supposed to be tmr rite.. ha.. my bro changed his mind.. so we went down today.. i was so excited about my new hairdo that i keep looking into the mirror whenever i have a chance.. there's 2 tones.. and i love the darker color.. its a mix colour but looks abit like ash brown.. anyway.. it took me almost 3 hours to get my hair done.. coz my hair is too black.. quoting what the hairstylist say.. oh well.. im a happy girl.. -wide grin- =D then.. went jp to get hp for my uncle.. and then went ntuc with my mom... then...guess what.. she's so in the mood today that i've got 2 pair of earrings from her.. there's sales everywhere.. so we went into one of the jewellery shop.. try try try.. and i got 2 pairs of diamond earrings from her.. i think i have the loveliest mom in this whole world.. oh. but that's also provided she's in good mood... her temper can be really bad sometimes tho.. lastly.. we went swensens for dinner.. and finally.. im home now... time for me to rest.. but later.. maybe will go for some mahjong session with my cousins.. not decided yet tho.. shall see... =) oh oh.. didnt mention this.. lol... i was like looking into the mirror every now and then to check out my hair since the moment it changed color... at first.. it seems weird.. like suddenly it isnt black anymore... but after awhile.. i kinda got used to it and find it quite attractive.. haha.. then it seems like more ppl look at my direction.. probably of my hair? haa.. not sure.. in any case.. i am glad i got it color... funny thing is that i was kinda against coloring of hair last time.. not sure why it faded.. muz be due to mom and bro's influences... bad influences.. muahaha... |
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hello! im so tired.. but i enjoyed myself...
first.. went with my bro to get our hair cut... i have this stylish hair cut now.. but hmm.. think i have to lose some fats so that my face dun look that round.. oh wells.. will get it colored on monday... shall see the results k... anyway i have 2 days to consider if i should color it... oh oh.. guess what.. she brought along the levis organiser and my lil stuff that i asked her to buy.. i am SO HAPPY.. thanx alot my dearie.. life is so wonderful with a superb best friend and a superb elder brother to take care of me.. what more can i ask for? oh yes.. a superb boyfriend.. haha... that will wait tho... i was on her bf's car home.. together with her bf's family.. life is so stressful inside that family car.. i wished i hadnt said 'ok'.. but its ok la... i will get used to it.. keke.. coz there will be so many next time.. -wink- i've sorta decided that i will be away for the x'mas... go over to malacca to relax myself.. and think things thru.. tho there isnt much to think already.. its all decided and i have to follow the decisions.. haha.. probably i'll think of my new year's resolutions then... and do some shopping if there is things to buy.. yup.. shall see.. but if im going.. i will be leaving on the 23rd.. which is.... this coming tues?? omg... i didnt know its so soon... gotta send a email to my aunt to inform her.. yah.. will update again tmr... adios.. |
| Saturday, December 20 |
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oh oh.. did i mention i fell in love??
hahaha.. yes.. i am in love with this piglet... darn.. its so cute!!! yup.. if u go annex... dunno what's the shop's name... it's the toy shop at the 5th level.. yah.. go in... its on the right side with lotsa soft toy... the piglet with both hands behind her head.. aww gosh.. go see go see... *hint* keke... |
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you know.. it can be so irritating sometimes when some least expected stuffs happened.. arg..
out for 12 whole hours yesterday.. or was it more? i've lost count.. sometimes i wished i can be firmer with my decision.. i allowed them to bring me around for hours.. this is so irritating when i told them i wanna be home early.. and i ended up reaching home at 4am.. and wat.. with someone angry with me for no stupid reason! argh! WTH! watever... i should be happy.. coz later.. im going out with bihong and my bro again.. haha.. and guess what.. we are going for ginner at genki! yes.. yet again.. alrite.. he is bugging me to go bathe now... haiz.. have to go salon with him first.. poor me have to wait for him to cut his hair.. wat a brother.. but i still love you.. muahaha.. ok.. will update later when i get back..... sometimes it seems so difficult to be decisive.. coz my heart has taken over the throne of my brain and rule the way she likes.. |
| Friday, December 19 |
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hmm.. guess what.. supposed to meet them 11am at haborfront.. haha.. but i was still happily hugging my piglet.. enjoying my sleep at 10+ almost 11.. so i unwillingly grabbed the hp and msg weida asking them to go ahead first.. i will go in myself later...
after that.. i jolly well took my own sweet time... woke up.. watched tv... bathed.. do laundry... then went over. and by the time i reached sunset bay.. its 3.30pm.. haha.. they were all shooting at me when i reached.. but come on.. i was really tired.. i slept at almost 5am.. consoling a friend who's ex found a new bf just 2 weeks after they broke off.. but difficult to talk sense into him.. so i gave up.. telling him i have to sleep.. wahha.. and i really do.. plus im not close with that guy.. so if he wanna force himself to the corner then it's his choice.... anyway.. THERE'S NO SUN! so irritating lo.. ha.. but nvm.. i played fresbie.. somehow i think we can form a team and go for competitions.. haha.. that kian yong.. wow... charming.. cool.. super decent... he is everything a girl dreams of.. home oriented.. everything.. and one plus point.. he doesnt spurge on clothings... anything and everything is fine.. if he is older... hahaha.. yah.. damn.. he is like a xiao di di.. 16 this year... i'll post his pic here if i have any.. haha.. cute little boy boy.. huiqin agrees as well.. yah.. we left sentosa quite early coz i rained at abt 5+? went town for dinner and after that we bought the honey-glazed chicken from carrefour.. then the 8 of us sat outside PS.. happily eating the chicken.. its been a long time since i do all these with my friends... i am so glad i went out with them... enjoyed my day really well.. but was so tired on the way back that we hardly talk... oh wells.. not meeting mellie and cheok anymore tmr.. but have to return the vcd to video ezy by tmr.. anyone can tell me do i really have to return the vcd to where i borrowed it from? if so.. i have to go all the way to SIGLAP.. i dunwan.. if can. i would rather go holland v.. it's so much nearer... haha... anyway.. will decide again tmr... its time to sleep.... oh oh.. did i tell you my dearie is back? haha.. chatted with her online just now.. will be going out with her on sat after her work.. she is SO BUSY.. while i am so slack... i really cannot stand it... haha.... there's actually so much to say... like... they said i still care for you alot.. but i think i care as a friend.. i just think that i should keep it to myself if i really do feel anything for you.. in any case.. i will still be there for you and i'm just a ring away.. please dont keep things to yourself.. if it is something that you are able to share and will feel better after sharing.. dont be afraid to trouble me or any of your good friends... its almost always better to let it out.. yup.. take care.. |
| Thursday, December 18 |
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pondering over what i've saw just now... 'love, once lost.. will never be the same again' something like that... was actually watching the PNC show on ch55... this is part of what jian jie told jia cong....
i think it's so true.. have you ever been in this situation whereby you yearn for that person to come back into your life.. promising that you will change and you were so wrong in the past.. and that you wish to start everything anew with him/her? i had been there before... not once.. not tiwce.. but many many times.. now.. when i come to think about it.. i felt i was selfish.. ya.. in the sense.. i only thought of how i bad felt.. but not sparing thot for the other party.. yup... you see.... things are different when two persons are apart.. like how jian jie fell in love with peng sir because peng sir was there to see her through her darkest moments of her life... while jia cong was away (disappeared from her life for a period of time)... yah.. like i wasnt there during his darkest moments.. to say.. i created that darkest moment of his life (maybe not the darkest? but somehow it was a bad moment).. hmm.. thou we did not encounter as much as what jian jie went thru... but if i were to be in her position.. i will not be able to accept jia cong again as well.. like how he cant accept me again? ya.. things are different.. surroundings are different.. feelings are different.. everything is different.. that's why.. love.. once lost.. will never be the same again.. i felt so much after hearing what she told jia cong... and i think it's SO SO SO TRUE... yes.. once it's lost.. it will never be the same again.. so i've stopped being selfish.. like what jia cong did.. he emigrated to canada.... haa.. what i've typed above seemed too profound to be true.. like.. did it really come from jas? ya... i said all those.. ok.. it seems abit anti climax in this paragraph.. and looked as thou i stopped it abruptly.. ya.. coz i didnt wanna make it too emotional you see... but in any case.. i was glad at least our paths crossed.. and if every path that i've crossed with different people shaped my life a little.. you will be the one of those who did the most shaping to what i am now.. oh ya.. was out with lynn before we go for the netball bbq... we were saying.. how nice it is to stay forever in sec 4 period.. and... i agreed totally... =) ok.. now now.. i miss bihong.... as you can see... i really do... she's gone for like 3 days?? and i have 3 'miss ya' in my blog.. including the one above.. ha.. yes miss wong.. that's how much i miss and love you while you are away... i have so much to tell you.. anyway i think i will be seeing you soon.. so its ok.. btw.. thanx for helping my buy that thingy ya.. keke... you know what.. yup.. i will be happily tanning at sentosa tmr again.. better be a sunny day... ciao~ |
| Wednesday, December 17 |
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hmm.. i mentioned i went out with lynn(np) rite.. ha.. yah.. she wanna trim her eyebrown.. so yup.. went with her to jp.. wah.. looks so pain lo.. dunno how come she can withstand that.. i think i will cry if i were her.. ha....
after that.. we went town.. rained so heavily.. aiyo.. haha.. but very have UMBRELLA.. she brought it along in that small bag of hers.. HOW THOUGHTFUL.. hahaha.. was shopping around in annex... then at the toys store at 5th level.. came across this PIGLET.. WAH.. SO NICE LO!!! HELLO.. anybody wanna get that as xmas present for me?? keke... its abt $45 if i never remember wrongly.. keke.. im waiting.... then we went all the way to eat at genki.. haha.. yah.. then bought green tea ice cream for huiqin.. still have to specially deliver to her at lido.. ha.. oh yah.. then went to shop around again at wisma... seems like i have nothing to buy from topshop.. wat do i do with that $25?? shouldnt have asked to redempt that 500pts.. aiyo... headache... another headache thingy is mellie ask me to go clubbing tmr.. she has become a party girl.. but im not.. but still dun feel good to reject her.. she ask me to go phuture tmr.. saying its mambo night and its free for ladies... hmm.. should i or should i not? plus i have to go pasir ris for netball bbq... aiya.. decided.. next time ba... i shall go shopping with lynn n fellow old girls of gess netball team.. then make our way to pasir ris for bbq... yup... that's it.. and come home.. rest.. get ready for thurs to go out with mellie.. wah.. busy busy.. haha |
| Tuesday, December 16 |
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recently my appetite seems to have grown smaller? seems weird.. for those who knows me.. you will think its impossible.. but truly.. i feel full up quite easily.. my stomach has shrunk.. haha.. is that a good sign or a bad one? think it has its pros n cons..
ha.. i suddenly talked about this coz i just had mac for lunch.. like.. i finished a fillet and maybe half packof medium fries and i am so full.. so lazy to move.. and that stomach is bloated now.. huiqin will know.. haha.. she touched before.. scary rite.. but anyway.. i have to go out soon.. meeting lynn (np) at jp.. she wanna trim her eyebrown.. and ask me to trim as well.. duh.. i will look more fierce than i am now if i trim.. will see how la.. maybe i should try.. haha.. i'll do that if im really tempted.. lol... yup.. then after that going town.. for wat i dunno.. but that's what she wants to do.. so let her be.. i'll just go window shop.. coz im waiting for my shopping partner to be back from genting.. hahaha... i miss you ms wong!!! and i really mean it.. we meet up less than 10 times this holidays.. this is bad bad bad... hahaa... you gonna repay me.. muahahaha... im going mad... yup.. i gonna run!!!!! she is at jurong point now!! die... |
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hmm.. was supposed to have a post this afternoon.. but i think something is wrong with blogger.. coz i post it.. but it never appear.. but anyway.. shall re-type it coz im quite awake n full up now... haha
so.. lets see... ok.. was dragged to jurong point by my dear benjamin at 1pm... to? collect handphone.. he sent it for servicing AGAIN.. this is the 2nd time it is going for servicing since the moment i exchanged it with him.. haha.. and somehow i got a 'brand new phone' with new casing.. coz he spoilt the LCD screen.. and the cover as well la.. haha.. yup.. have to wait quite long.. so we went to walk around.. and he was psyching me to color my hair.. maybe i will do it in malacca.. see how ba.. still likes my current BLACK color... haha.. anyway.. was having a great time at home.. having lunch and chatting with mom n bro... and changing of bed sheet.. all thanx to my bro.. just as i was feeling lazy.. he mentioned abt changing of bed sheet.. and i have to get up to change mine as well... duh... but its ok.. i have nice smelling bed tonight.. and luckily my mom didnt force me to wash my piglet.. phew.. oh oh.. i went for movie just now.. erm.. like 8.30pm then decided... and the show is at 9.05pm.. we have half an hour to get ready n be at jp.. it was a nice show.. just that it in korean.. catch it.. Crazy First Love.. hmmm.. i cried... it was so sad lo... aiyo.. dun say im lousy.. u watch le then you will know why i cry.. ok la.. maybe im more frail n emotional.. maybe u wont cry.. but i know of someone who will cry like i do... hor? ms wong... keke... yah.. went for supper then come home le... btw..i reached home at about 0030.. not 0330.. hahaha... anyway... time to sleep le la... kl has so much prob.. if u dun help yourself.. nobody can help you.. you have to pull yourself out of that situation... yup.. that's all i have to say to you... nitey... miss ya.. dunno when i will see you... |
| Monday, December 15 |
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i thot it was nice and more than 90% true! aha.. let you guys know more abt me.. keke...
nitey.. going to sleep soon though i still feel quite full up... |
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AQUARIUS WOMAN
If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed. Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader , a real confident type. She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked. She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction, but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her. Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word "Love". She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow. She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you. She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan". Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that. You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave. She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a "Working Woman" then you will be OK. If she mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of "pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy. |
| Sunday, December 14 |
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hmm... didnt go for lunch together.. mom cooked fried rice coz she was lazy to go out? next time ba... anyway... i went straight for my bed after the show.. and slept all the way until 8pm... was really tired and lazy.. but got woken up by fm's sms... will be going for dinner later... like... at 9pm?? haha.. weird timing... but am really hungry... coz i didnt have the fried rice this afternoon... gonna be shen already.. ha..
anyway.. do you know... today is the last episode of < TILL WHEN DO US PART >... its like.. aw.. its over so soon... i will miss catching the show every weekend.. =( hopefully things will be like the ending of the show.... those who were meant to be will be together in the end.. |
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ok.. didnt like the heading thingy.. so got it off.. anyway.. i wasnt home yesterday.. haha... went to pasir ris again.. was a REALLY REALLY REALLY VERY last minute decision to go over to the chalet... they called to ask me over...hmmm.. plus i havent meet up with quite a few of them for very long.. yup.. so i went over after going amk.. haha.. luckily my aunt sent me there.. -wink- if not i think im gonna rot taking train..
what i did there... played Bridge the moment i reached.. like.. short of one person who knows how to play.. haha.. i came just in time.. =P it went on for quite some time.. until we (3 girls) were craving for chocolate.. ok.. think its only me.. haha.. but i influenced them? yah.. then came the free chocolate delivery.. lol.. thanx roy... i think we sat there for like 2 hours before the whole bunch of us made our way to cheers for some snacks and supper.. keke... then there was bed fight between 3 girls and 2 guys. .haha.. finally one was kicked out.. and the bed belonged to us with kachua the extra sleeping at the corner.. you will never believe this.. i think this is the only chalet i've ever been that checks out at 7+am... i was like.. just falling asleep for 1hour+ lo! hmm... but now im so full... wont be able to sleep anytime soon... hopefully i can get up for my show later... yup.. then will be lunch with my family.. its been so long since we all go out together.. ok.. 1mth plus only.. ha.. but still... yah.. anyway will update again later ba... lazy to type more now... |
| Saturday, December 13trying out |
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haha.. just changed a little on my bloggy.. so...trying out now.. just curious how it will look like with the title on.. yup.. woke up just in time to watch my show.. anyway its gonna end soon.. its the 18th episode already.. good things don't last..
im just being crazy again.. ha.. its just another slacking day.. Haven't been staying at home for quite some time.. ya.. so take this chance to rest myself.. then go up to amk later in the evening.. its been so long since i last visited them.. at least 3 weekends ba.. bad girl... haha... ok.. blog again later... |
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i am back from the chalet.. its coasta sands at PASIR RIS! luckily dad went to pick me up.. lol...
anyways..i think they are mad.. they booked 2 rooms and there actually isnt that much ppl.. but true enough.. i think more ppl get to sleep like that.. hmm.. dunno them.. so long as they enjoy themselves then everything will be ok.. oh ya.. went to cheok's place again remember? ha.. he cooked nasi lemak for us.. like he practically did everything himself.. the otah.. the omelette.. the chilli.. the rice.. wat else? cant remember.. no fried chicken tho.. =( but overall.. it was fantastic! haha.. then there's like sudden craving for his superb mashed potatoes.. haha.. so we went out to get potatoes and rent some vcds... it was like in heaven.. eating the big pot of mashed potatoes while watching van wilder.. haha.. a VERY funny show indeed.. erm.. 3 of us like finished 10 odd potatoes.. -__-"' this is so not rite... ultimate sinful... haha.. growing fat again.... hmm.. i think im gonna be sick soon.. like.. my stomach dun feel good again nowadays.. it was ok for quite some time.. dunno what i've eaten wrongly.. super weak stomach.. haiz... dun like the feeling.. gotta rest my tummy.. gotta eat something lighter for the next few days... if not... i will suffer.. ha.. ok.. its time to sleep.. dun wanna miss my show tmr.. haa... nitey bloggy... |
| Friday, December 12 |
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ok.. i think i was really really really gone last night.. haha.. i didnt know what i was typing.. but anyway... to make things clear.. as to wat i typed last night..
hmm.. yah... i thot i fell for somebody.. oh well.. i think i kinda did? but somehow.. i guess things didnt turn out right.. i mean.. you can feel it when things sort of go wrong... yah.. that kinda feeling.. anyway i know why it turned out this way.. no one is to be blamed for this.. just that maybe timing isnt right... let fate be ba... let me tell you abt yesterday... this is so not cool... went to cheok's place to celebrate his b'day.. more like a drinking session with lotsa friends in his room.. and on the roof top.. ok.. maybe not alot.. about 10 odd ppl were there.. went up to the roof top to enjoy the breeze.. and chatted with mellie abt her bangkok trip.. you know.. i simply love his roof... ha.. ok then the drinking session comes when we go back to his room.. this is crazy.. popped tequilas like its nothing.. no la.. 3 only.. i know my limits.. and some other drinks.. and of course my favourite vodka ribena.. but all in all.. they were a lil too much for me.. i was spinning all the way up till this afternoon.. haha.. oh well.. going over to his place again tmr.. nono.. no alcohol this time.. haha.. going over to test his culinary skills again.. haha.. not sure what he will be making.. i cant guess it so i will only know it tmr.. sad... then is bmcc chalet.. okay.. im not gonna stay over.. coz i wanna watch my < Till when do us part > i missed last weekend while i was away at genting.. so i'll have to leave at night... again.. argh.. this is SO FAR from my place.. hopefully dad will come pick me up.. -wink- i wished that i have never learnt to love and have that love returned... hmm.. i've not given out any though... but just feel this is a really nice quote that i got from my friend.. like.. why do ppl need to love.. and things like that.. yup.. the rest is up to you to imagine.. |
| Thursday, December 11 |
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hello.. im here... its sad to know.. ow.. you didnt care... im really giddy now.. but i pulled myself to come n see what reply i've got. nothing.. i was hoping for nothing.. i knew it.. it was never meant to be................................. |
| Wednesday, December 10 |
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hmm... should i go or should i not... its at east coast area... stupid woo man chiew road or something... i wasnt told that you are staying over.. only when cheok called then i know.. oh.. mellie's staying over.. meaning what.. i have to go back alone all the way from siglap... its one end to the other end lo... seriously i dun like the idea of leaving alone at night.. plus i will be there for like only 2 hours? before i have to leave that place so that i can get the bus back? hmm.. is there a straight bus back to BOON LAY? argh... help... any kind sole who is willing to fetch me home? hmm.. maybe my dad will.. maybe not.. i made him angry just now.. ok.. now i have no choice.. hello.. the one who just got your license.. are you free? nah.. kidding la..
haiz.. i should go.. since i have nothing better to do.... cya............ |
| Tuesday, December 9 |
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sometimes i wonder.. why do people have to be in a ralationship when at times of conflicts you will think of the word break.. just read a blog... and i guess this will be my reply to you.. why do you ppl have no confidence in yourselves? or it is just you that does not have confidence in yourself? it just takes a little tolerance and the day will be a beautiful one isnt it.. i dun really know what happened but i believed this aint that bad... sometimes you have to expect less.. its not always taking.. you have to give as well...
anyway i think im not suitable to say all these to you either.. ha... coz right now.. i have no confidence in myself as well... so much on relationship stuff... lets get back to my genting trip! haha.. oh well.. maybe i've been there too many times that i didnt really enjoy myself? hmm.. was more of a shopping trip to me... haha.. bought some stuffs for myself.. -wink- those who are close should know what i love to buy.. haha.. yup... those stuffs... quite nice you know.. plus there's sales.. haha.. too bad s'pore doesnt have the one that i like best.. if not i will buy more.. yup.. i think there isnt much to say abt this genting trip... oh oh! my little niece.. 4 years old girl.. she is so eloquent lo.. you will not believe until you talk to her yourself.. =) anyway.. went tanning with bihong and my bro today... hmm... no sun.... ~!@#$%.. hahha.. sort of wasted a trip down.. but it was still fruitful coz i FINALLY GET TO SEE THIS BUSY LADY... oh.. plus she is down with flu n sore throat and all the rubbish illness that is coming up.. I AM SO HONOURED.. haha.. 3 of us went for dinner at genki.. somehow we both agreed that my bro is such a gentleman that its such a waste he is still hanging on to something quite impossible.. you will know when u come out with us.. the way he treats us.. like we are his gf.. prepare food for us.. cracking stupid jokes.. paying the bill.. carring our heavy bags all the way while we window shop.. eating haagan dazs.. its difficult to find this kinda guy... plus he is not bad looking ok.. ppl mistook him as angmo so many times.. omg.. haha... ben.. i think if im not your sis.. i will definitely fall for you.. yup.. if anybody happens to have/see this reversible green and black addidas snow cap.. please let me know.. he lost his somewhere and the pacific plaza does not have that stock anymore.. i will want to buy from you.. erm.. new one please... |
| Thursday, December 4 |
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want to know my feelings now????
i dunno how to describe this... part of me feels happy.. the other part of me feels sad and disappointed... happy: at 3am...i got my results.. i passed everything.. blessed with good luck.. sad/disappointed: though i know right after exam that i wont do well for 2 modules.. but i still feel a lil disappointed.. maybe coz of the ugly letter.. i dunno... you know.. it feels good when you passed everything.. that means not staying back for an extra semester.. but that also cost me cert (pulled down alot).. somehow.. i wish i can retake them.. SERIOUSLY dun like that D... anyway supper was too filling.. ha.. to think abt it.. yesterday i was just telling ppl off for having supper.. saying how fattening it is and stuff like that.. today.. i followed his footstep.. haha.. but glad for one thing.. i think i dun have as much fats as you? keke.. =P anyway.. its 5+ hours to boarding the bus to genting.. purposely stayed up late so that i can sleep on the bus.. actually i dun like taking buses or car for long journeys.. well.. you should know why.. i get car sick quite easily.. if the ventilation is not good or the vehicle is jerky... i will feel uneasy.. weak girl you will say.. that's my system.. =( well.. i should put everything behind and go ahead to enjoy my trip.. GENTING HERE I COME! -__-"' |
| Wednesday, December 3 |
 Aphrodite/Eros ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla |
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done with burning cd for tmr's trip.. is 4 cds enough? should be enough rite? one for each day.. yup.. music is my only source of enjoyment if the trip is really sucky... i mean.. for someone who goes genting almost every holiday rite.. there actually isnt much to do..
anyway done with packing... (though im not the one doing the packing..) and its only a 4 days trip.. wont have much to pack as well.. yup.. all i have to do is to wait for the sky to turn bright again.. and off i go.. to a place where i wont have to face the EXAM results.. THIS IS REALLY TOOOO STRESSFUL... i know i definitely wont do well this semester.. but somehow.. i wish i can face them only after my trip... (i can if i dun bring my hp with me).. yet.. the other part of me wants to know the result before going genting.. so that i can give myself some time to get over it (if my result is bad).. ok i dunno what to do.. but if i have a chance to know the result before i leave spore.. i will want to know... or probably i will go to the internet cafe there to check my sch mail.... ok.. i have to many sources to the results.. i think i will face to face it sooner or later..... no escaping from the reality even for a moment |
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oh gosh.. i havent seen you for ages.... why are you always so busy... im going genting already ya know.. havent tell you abt the malacca trip as well... my dearie ms wong... i miss you so much.... I NEED YOU!!!!
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thanx for those happy moments... but i guess.. it was never meant to be... ha.. anyway.. i'm all prepared for my genting trip.. borrowed discman from wx... now is time to burn many many cds.. |
| Monday, December 1 |
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hmm.. was at the chalet last weekend... very glad that i went.. coz its been a long while since i saw yvonne and the group.. had a long long chat with her.. (while walking to 7-11 in the middle of the night... early in the morning at 8am sitting by the wave breaker.. on the kayak drifting aimlessly....) thanx girl... was really nice catching up with you..
sun.... watched 'till when do us part'.. again.. it made me cry.. for like dunno how many sundays in a row.. i would cry coz of how jason treats meixue... too emotional.... haaa... but still.. that show is GREAT... yup.. then went for movie and dinner... hmm... watched 'Love Actually'... ok.. wasnt as nice as expected.. maybe coz there wasnt a main focus.. that show is only worth $6.50 ppl... oh.. that depends on who you are watching with also.. haha... will be going genting on the 4th... pray hard that i have things to do there.. gonna bring my md along.... or maybe i should borrow a disc man.. then burn cd... hmm... decide again ba.... then on the 14th... aunt ask me if i wanna go malacca to visit her n stay with her... its been a long time since i've been to her house... but this stay.. will be a long one coz they will be going GENTING (AGAIN!) for christmas... so i will be 10 odd days in malaysia... ok.. i havent decide yet.. coz somehow part of me wants to go... the other dun feel like going.. hmm.. bihong will understand why.. i will think hard.. and see if there's any changes... yup.. will update soon! |
