| Monday, September 29 |
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Jiang Mei Qi - Ni hui bu hui bian
its a new week.. a new start.. yeah... show u guys my dream hotel... BURJ AL  |
| Sunday, September 28 |
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its really nice to spend a day literally slacking at home... but nope.. not this weekend.. seems like there are tons of work not done.. tests coming up.. projects to be due soon n wat more? EXAM... its nearing the end of september.. which means there is roughly a month more to exam.. that is.. a month more to hell week... its scary isnt it? the 1st half of year 2 will be over soon.. time really flies..
anyway.. not about all these.. statistic is difficult!!! argh... spent like 1 hour doing only 2 qns? hmm.. this cant be it.. there is theory part to understand. working to do... so many things! hmmm... probably there is not urgency anymore.. its gone.. something is really wrong with you jas.. its time to settle down... slowly pick up from where you have stopped and work on it ya...so please dun skip lessons anymore.. please jas.. if u want to not just pass this semester.. u got to work hard.. ! GAMBATE! |
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hmm... like what i've told gab.. i guess it was juz an infactuation.. to me he is my good friend... n we will remain good friends..
stress now... statistic test coming... help... dun wanna fail!! |
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just wondering.... do i take you as just a good friend or am i really fond of u... haiz.. feel abit like 'joey' now....
anyway... i guess i was thinking too much that day.. keke... coz i got conformation from her that after all.. im still someone special to her... *gRInZ* |
| Saturday, September 27 |
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wah... one project down... one more to go for tmr... n tmr is the last day of my competition.. finally there is time to rest n probably stay away from the sports complex for awhile to catch up with my studies n start on those projects that will due real soon.. yup.. cant type much now also.. working on AMB project with yixin.. she's taking a rest... so i can 'eat snake' abit too.. ha... gtg do work now.. ciao! |
| Thursday, September 25 |
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till now there is still this sharp pain... sourish thingy that i feel inside...
its been so long since u make me feel this way again... ='( the moments that you rejected me.. the moments that i stood blankly there.. all these seemed like a hundred years of waiting... the journey back n the walk home was the worst of all................... |
| Sunday, September 21 |
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Nicholas Tse - xie xie ni de ai
i hope you like this story.. i feel as though im joey.. and i cried... im like... so joey in real life.. haiz.. this is not good... =( Having waited for true love When I see couples with their love ones together, I envy, whenever people ask me what is love? Have I ever met someone I love or do I ever experience true love, I would say I have a true love once, and it goes like this :- I am just an ordinary guy in my early twenties, I am a conservative and cautious person where love is concern, I had a girlfriend who was about the same age as me, everything was fine until this girl came into my life... let's call her Joey. Joey was a ordinary looking girl and was a few years my junior. She was very lively, cheerful and fun loving, the type of so called "sunshine girl" that would be ideal girlfriend for most guys but not me. I always look upon her as a very shrew and easy girl because of her amiable character. Beside I am already attached, why confused myself with another girl who I think might have more than one boyfriends with her all the time. So whenever I was with her, I will distanced her mentally and emotionally because I don't want to get myself burnt by her. Of course she was still good to me despite knowing I am attached, I began to have this feeling that she likes me, to think that I am actually in such a great demand ! I began to feel proud with myself, physically and mentally, boasting to my friends, although they make no comments, I can tell from their eyes that they were jealous, their heart filled with envy. Joey would called me now and then and we would always go out together ,actually I enjoy her company too, what I can say was I treat it as a form of leisure. I am very certain and told myself, she was only a friend to me and nothing else just because I am attached and she knew it ! If she is still fond of me, it can't be help. Although she never express to me her feeling before, I just knew confidently that she likes me, hence I often compare my girlfriend with her and critisied her. To me I treat it as a comment and I don't think she will feel bad, awful or embarrassed because she don't seems to bother with my remarks at all and gave me a silly wide grin instead. So she was unserious and uninterested in what I say! Of course that certainly convinced me she just treat me like one of her boyfriends and I dare not put too much of my feelings too. So life continues and this goes on and years passed so quickly before we even realised. Then one day, I realised that she hadn't called me for weeks. I began to panicked. What is there to panick? You may ask, well, what I mean by panick is not I am scared but I have the kind of fear that I am afraid I will be losing her, everytime I want to pick up the phone, I just don't have the courage to call her, perhaps it was my ego, she used to call me, I was in great demand, I can still have my girlfriend to call thinking she was throwing tantrums at me, why should I initiate. Why will she be angry when she likes me in the first place? Better still, so I can concentrate on my girlfriend, I convinced myself. My ego stood me for about two months that I finally melted down because somehow,deep inside I missed her, maybe, something has happened to her that discontiuned her daily routine, persuading myself with valid reasons to suppress my ego inorder just to give her a call. The person who pick up the call was her mother, h..ellooo.."? I stumbled, fearing her mother knew who I am. "Yes, who are you looking for?" she reply in mandarin". "Joey please" I answered. "Joey? She has gone abroad to further her studies one month ago! Are you her friend? How come you don't know?" The news struck me. She didn't even bother to tell me about her trip, I thought we were so closed and she was fond of me all the while. Why did she leave without a word? hello...?" came the voice from the other end that interrupt my thought" "yes, I am listening..." I replied. "do you know someone by the name of Steve?" "yes.....I...am." I stumbled once again. " she left a letter for you the night before she set off, can you come and collect? " When I got the letter from her, it read, Hi Steve, I did not tell you about my decision to further my studies because I don't know what you treat me as. I afraid you will cause me to abandon my thought to the States, wasting my parents hard earned money and continue living a meaningless life as someone you have been taken for granted. It took me so long to make this decision because I couldn't bear to leave you. But there is nothing much more I can do to salvage the situation since you did not make any effort. The reason I did not tell you I am fond of you is because I don't want to put you in a difficult position understanding your present situation.. But by being so considerate is as good as killing myself, I suffer all the grievance and anger in the end without you realising. You always give me this feeling that you will leave me one day, and I hate to feel that way. Seeing couples together makes me so envious and depresses my moral wondering who your mind is always with. Words that you say hurts me yet I have to put a strong front because I don't have anyone to fall back on. What I want you to know is I am only just an ordinary girl having normal feelings like others do. Please spare a thought for me, I hope I am making a right decision to stay away for a while, maybe if we are fated to meet again someday, we will be together, last of all, there is something I have always wanting to say and have no courage, I hope that it is not too late, " I still love you". Take Care, Joey Upon reading that letter, I felt the sharp pain in my heart, she makes me realised that I am fond of her all this while, it was a fact that I refused to admit. She was right, I have taken her for granted all this while. She was a great person to be with actually, the feeling with her was so different, it can't be found in anyone, not even my girlfriend. I shouldn't have treated her so distantly. __________________________________________________________________________ Does the story remind you of someone close to you but you have not really return the favour? __________________________________________________________________________ ~~~Having loved and lost~~~ It breaks my heart, but I know I have to let you go... __________________________________________________________________________ |
| Saturday, September 20 |
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ppl.. go check this out.. this is to test your IQ level.. ha... i got 122... but not sure if its true la... coz i dun seem so li hai... really sleeping le.. this test took a long time.. about 40mins.. yup.. think before doing... hee.. ciao! |
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Coco Lee - wo yi ran shi ni de qing ren
HAHAHAHA!!! so happy today!!!! 1st.. we won rp.. by a big margin.. though didnt manage to use the 2nd score card.. and made bihong lose her bet.. sorry la dear... hehe... then just minutes after the game.. bing xiu called to tell me we got champ for badminton! i was surprised coz squash team is really good.. n i thot the best we can go is 2nd.. ha.. but anyway.. GREAT JOB GUYS n GIRLS!!! im soOOo proud of u guys.. *MuacKS* tmr is track ivp..hmmz..going down to support them n get my vest.. keke.. but not sure if i can get up that early... really need a good rest.. my legs are wobbily n really feel that im ill-treating them.. ha.. will soak in warm water n give it a good scrub tmr.. hmmm.. need to enjoy my saturday.. coz sunday will have to do maths tutorial.. read up IMM notes... argh.. need to be a good girl... cant help it.. but tests are coming up again.. n for IMM... sad to say... i failed... haiz... the only one that failed in the class.. this only cct that i've failed so far... sad.... need to do my stuff now.. yup.. will update u again k.. hopefully tmr will be an enjoyable day.. maybe go suntan?? keke.. still thinking... |
| Thursday, September 18 |
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wow.. it seems like i havent been writing for days... ha.. busy.. oops.. juz another excuse.. anyway i got the tenderheart bear instead.. coz TOY"R"US dun sell the piglet that i like.. so i was left with no other choice. oh.. cy got it for me... ha.. as an advanced christmas present? that was wat he said.. we met up with bihong after her work n went for dinner at genki sushi.. yet again.. ha... ok.. that was about all for sunday...
the weekdays were BUSY... havent been resting well since monday.. now is the only time i have to sit and blog coz i juz finished my mystery shopper report.. ha.. had game against sp n we won! keke.. great job ngee ann! all the way! yesterday n today was badminton... like my life is filled with sports.. nothing but sports.. ha.. but i dun seem to cut away those fats..argh... its ok.. fat jiu fat lo.. anway.. we won... yet again.. oops.. ha.. too proud.. we will be playing semi against soccer team tmr.. hopefully everything goes smoothly ya.. then will be able to compete for top 2.. on fri.. but most likely wont be able to play coz we have a match against RP.. ha.. yes.. its Republic Polytechnic for those who are not sure that there is a new poly...keke.. im out of point.. haha... juz too happy i guess.. 2 projects done this week.. HURRAY!!! and left with 2 major and difficult ones... -__-"" one angry thing today... the moment i woke up.. my mom went all unreasonable.. not trusting.. not ensuring like she always do.. she bombard a stupid question and expect me to be afraid.. n the qns is " why are you coming home so late everyday? sch dun end so late lor.. dun let me go school n check on you.." -__-"" i shouted back.. reason being.. she is not trusting me.. and i cant accept this.. i even offered to bring her to school if she wants..haha.. that's lame.. but she should see from the stinky clothes that i bring home for her to wash everyday lo.. no brains.. the "quarrel" made me feel sick for half of the day.. yes.. headache n giddiness.. n felt like vomiting.. argh.. guess is the bus =( hmm.. i dont want to stress myself.. seeing lynn break down again after so long.. it makes me think alot too.. always look on the bright side.. nv be pessimistic about life. 24hrs is enough if u know how to organise your time. given 48hrs will also not be enough if u are not going to be organised. yeah.. lynn.. i dun always look troubled because i take happy stuffs more importantly than unhappy stuffs. its always advisable to be optimistic.. right.. i know you can do it... gambate! ciaoz.. time to sleep.. ha.. not tired though...keke |
| Sunday, September 14 |
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went to adidas warehouse sales yesterday n bought 2 tees... ha.. cheap cheap!!! then shopped whole day till my leg ache.. going out again now.. hehe.. should i get tenderheart bear or piglet!! argh.. still cant decide... tell you what i get later when i get back.. ciao~~! |
| Saturday, September 13 |
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Brief Analysis of the name: Jasmin
Your first name of Jasmin has made you a friendly, approachable, and generous person. Generally you are good-natured, though at times you can be blunt and sarcastic. As you are naturally talkative, you find it easy to meet and make friends with many people. This name inclines you to be sympathetic and generous to those in difficult or unfortunate circumstances. You can be firm, positive, and independent in your own ideas and in reaching your own decisions, yet when it comes to taking action or following things through to completion, you often need encouragement. You respond quickly to kind words or any appreciation shown you. There are artistic, creative abilities in this name that you could express through music or singing, or, in a practical way, through sewing or interior decorating. You enjoy freedom from monotony and are stimulated by unexpected opportunities for meeting people, entertaining, or pursuing activities of a carefree nature. In your work, you find it difficult to be neat and orderly. You rarely plan things ahead of time, or follow a routine. Emotion and feeling, the desire to be carefree, friendly, and happy, are the driving forces in your being, rather than shrewdness, ambition, and material success. |
| Friday, September 12 |
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Leo Ku - Xi Huan
oh.. finally i'm free to sit down and blog properly.. ha.. was very busy the past few days.. IVP.. badminton inter-club tournament.. project.. all these took up most of my evenings.. hmmm... where should i start.. let me see... ah.. i skipped lesson yesterday.. haiz.. yet again.. was really too tired to get up after the netball game against NTU.. slept really early lo.. but still.. couldnt get up for 8am class.. haiz.. n during lecture.. that BITCH sacarstically said i was talking lo.. i stopped le.. i mean i did talk.. but after she screamed, i stopped lo.. juz mumbbled to myself and that bitch thot i was talking again.. ARGH BTH... then after her lesson i rushed out.. cant wait to leave.. ha.. then played 2 games of badminton coz a game on mon was pushed back.. n i had to watch TURN LEFT TURN RIGHT at 9.30pm instead lo.. so late! but nvm.. coz its worth it.. very gek.. but luckily the ending is nice.. as expected.. ha... yup.. today.. hmmm.. nothing much.. slacked the whole afternoon in the clubhouse.. lesson end at 12nn.. n badminton starts at 6pm lo... went to the bazaar.. ha.. bought from most of my friends stall.. except jessica.. dun worry.. tmr will patronise your stall k.. yup.. so happy.. coz i got this snoopy organiser for only $2.50! ha.. and others thot this would cost $20+ lo.. wahahaha.. =D ohya.. didnt do project today coz we've finalised who will do wat during lunch.. ha.. so no meet up is necessarily.. keke.. then went for badminton again lo.. ha.. win again.. but the next 2 matches will be tough... =( haiz.. last thing on my list is maths result.. hmm.. this is the only module that i have confidence in.. n the result was not up to my expectation.. no actually quite happy that i got an A.. but when u know that most of them scored A+ and above.. u wont think that an A is that great after all.. hmm.. its ok jas.. juz got to work harder for the CCT yah? yup.. gotta work on the project now.. ppt again.. im like an expert already.. keke.. oh btw.. |
| Thursday, September 11 |
 Belgian: You lead a life of quality, but you never know what is going to happen next. There are so many possibilities to the outcome of your actions: some may be sweet and rewarding, yet others may prove bitterful, it sometimes just depends on what you think of it. You may like the thrill of this sort of surprises, which would suggest why your life is just as unique as others. Life is like a box of chocolates...which one are you? brought to you by Quizilla there's too much i wanna say.. but too tired to type... shall write it in point form to remind me n type it the next time i blog... turn left turn right project maths result badminton inter club skipped lesson bitch.. idiotic.. suan me during lecture.. ~!@#$%^&* |
| Wednesday, September 10 |
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wow... having maths lesson.. that bitch's lesson.. haha..
anyway yesterday's game was better than expectation.. we gave them a good fight.. hmmm but i think i didnt play well.. i dunno.. maybe juz not well prepared for it... watever it is.. i juz feel i have to buck up.. yeah!!! jasmin.. you can do it... yup.. nothing much le.. gotta rest now.. ciao! |
| Monday, September 8 |
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Gigi Leung - Lei Guang
stress.... this is the only word i can use to describe myself now.. another news juz came... im selected for track ivp to throw javelin... hmmm... a mixture of feelings arose... happy that i got selected.. disappointed coz i feel this is not the result that should have been.. juz feel that i would rather give up my place for the better thrower that can bring glory to the sch... yup... juz my point of view.. nobody will listen anyway.. ha... now i guess have to give my best shot for it... back to netball... hmmmm.... probably i've in mind who will be the main 7 that will be on court tmr... i didnt really have the thought to prepare myself for tomorrow's game until shuang ru told me that there's always a chance.. its better to be prepared than to go up not prepared.. its better to let myself down than to let the whole team down.. if u know what i mean.. yup... saw this.. yup... going to meditate now n catch some show to relax myself... ciao! |
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Zhang Hui Mei - Ying Wei Ni Mei Shuo
haiz... this is the end of my holiday.... my short holiday... spent the whole day resting at home.. more of a slack... haha... was online almost the whole afternoon n watched Singapore Hits Award on ch 8 at 7.30pm... boring day.. but a good day to rest myself coz i've used up all my energy the past 2 days.. anyway its a brand new 'term' tmr... hopefully i will be awaken by now... better set some goals... like.... 1. be punctual for every lesson 2. pay 100% attention no matter how boring the lesson is 3. try not to skip class k (think tmr have to skip aqua liao... stress.. hahahaha) 4. as much as possible.. please do tutorial if there is any ha... guess that's about all... 8am class tmr.. have to go n sleep now.. adious! |
| Sunday, September 7 |
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Michael Bolton - How Am I Supposed To Live Without You
yesterday was fun yet a tiring day... training drained all my energy... blame the scorching sun... belle's birthday was fun.. especially when playing with Genevieve.. can u believe her little cousin's name is this LONG??? it took her 3 days to learn how to spell her name.. ha.. and this little devil enjoyed herself yesterday.. laughing away while we were playing.. n her laughter made everybody laugh with her... this is the reason why i like kids.. they always make people happy... i even forgot that i was REALLY REALLY tired then.. ha... took a cab back with yixin n before 1am.. i was already snoring away... hee.. |
| Saturday, September 6 |
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Celine Dion - Because You Love Me
wow... juz reached home n settled down.. went for breakfast with those 4 that stayed over last night.. 3 of them went off in the middle of the night.. which shocked us coz it was supposed to be 'tonning' at my place.. anyway i had fun.. coz never had so many friends staying over before.. ha.. the most also only bihong.. still there is suffering coz they dun let me sleep.. ='( haha.. have to go for training now.. wonder if i will have strength later... haiz.. clouds please cover the sun.. thanx thanx... ha.. yup.. going off now.. my bro is waiting for me! ciao! |
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Zhang xue you - ka fei
hmmm.. my friends are at my house now... some playing mahjong.. some watching vcd.. n me... feeling sleepy..haha... went for movie with them... -__-"' sat at the first row lor! but the show was really nice... pirates... haha.. nothing much... tired already.. will go n sleep real soon.. summore there is training tmr afternoon.. under the hot hot sun... *sweat* |
| Thursday, September 4 |
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Ping Guan - Teng ni de zhe ren
cant lift up my arms now... =( haha... went for track... had fun 'arguing' with haoyi... that guy screamed and screamed at me... -__-"' i see improvement in my throw after doing those exercises in the gym.. ha.. .. juz that my steps still wrong.. haiz.. that's why he screamed at me.. im trying lo.. have to give some time.. im not shen.... |
| Wednesday, September 3 |
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Jay - Qing Tian
guess what! i've added a tag board! ha... now you guys can leave your comments or even chat here... juz scroll down a little and you will see it... =) so happy that i've got it done.. hee.. thanx yixin.. =P did my last paper today... dun wish to commend much about it.. 2 things.. i didnt study enough.. the paper was tough... *gONe* |
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staying over at bihong's house... its a last minute decision.. excuse is... its late already.. her house is nearer to school... n near to our studying place.. ha... gonna stay up late to finish studying AMB... gosh.. there's still so much that is not done.. as i have said earlier.. the momentum is gone.... haiz... still cant imagine i spent the whole afternoon playing neopets n editing my blog... there's a sense of satisfaction though.. yup... got to go study now.. ciao! |
| Tuesday, September 2 |
 You come from Heaven. You're the purest of pure, a saint. You're probably an angel sent directly from Heaven. Where Did Your Soul Originate? brought to you by Quizilla it doesnt matter where i come from... |
| Monday, September 1 |
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Eric Clapton - Tears in heaven
maths is cool! at least there is a paper that i know how to do.. haz.. i really need to know.. orelse i wasted 8 hours of continuous practising.. and the last 2-3 hours of stats... hmm.. not that bad.. quite happy with myself.. juz that there's this qns i think i got it wrong.. haiz.. 10marks gone... ='( oh... went studying with mr neo at tamah jurong mac.. wasnt productive at all... guess i am too tired... im also feeling very sleepy now.. hmm.. have to leave all those amb stuffs to tmr... and hopefully i can finish them n know what im studying! not like IMM... i dont want another blow.. yup... my blog seems abit dull now that all my topics revolve around studying studying n studying.. ha.. dun blame me coz these 2 weeks are the study week n common test week.. haz... soon it will be filled with colours.. and i think complaining of my results... hahahaha.... weird.. dun really feel tired now... maybe will read thru a little more of amb later.. when the mood comes... hehe... |
 What color are you? (Anime Pictures) brought to you by Quizilla not in the mood to study anymore.. so went to find a quiz to do.. ha.. this is the result.. did maths the whole day n im left with stats.. a VERY dry topic which doesnt interest me... -__- time to sleep.. hmmm.. will leave stats for tomorrow.. ha.. actually the kind of motivation to study came back suddenly.. was it because its maths.. something that i like? or did i really wake up from haoyi's 'slap'? i don't know.. juz glad that its back.. hopefully it will stay.. n not be back only for maths.. =) |
