| Wednesday, August 24 |
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just came back from the dentist!!! stupid arse! i spent $150 there! argh!!! there goes my $$$!!! what a free consultation.. maybe i should thank that free consultation.. if not i wont know i have 2 cavities that needs expert help to be filled. watever it is.. i still miss my $150!!! argh!!! anyway was told not to eat so much sweet stuff blah blah.. (but i have sweet tooth!) hai.. but overall oral hygiene is still good considering i havent visit the dentist for 3 years. hahaha! next appt is half a year later.. well.. maybe by then im already uncontactable in sg.. hahaha! hmm.. so much happened yesterday evening.. its makes me think.. maintaining a relationship is tough.. there are so much to consider for the other half.. im not complaining that mine is an additional trouble to me.. though sometimes the arguments that arises are difficult to cope. hai.. anyway im not refering to my baby la... just some thots aft going out with friends for coffee.. infect, my baby was sweet yesterday.. he came over to visit me aft sch.. i was resting n he was doing his sch work.. i guess this is the kinda feeling he said when we had our little talk on sat.. spending time together doesnt mean there's a need to throw all his attention to me.. doesnt need much nurturing.. doesnt always have to spend equality time.. but as long as we are happy seeing each other even if we dont communicate much. indeed, i was equally happy seeing him even if he didnt talk to me much.. just coming over to accompany me.. n only consulting me on certain issues that he needs to make decision on. he'll just turn around n talk.. after he got my opinion, he'll let me rest again.. i once read... "The guy who love you,always call you little kid,but everytime he want to make a big decision,he will first want to hear your advice." i was reminded of this verse yesterday.. and i was a happy little girl. he brought me to dinner at crystal jade.. almost forbidding me to order my paigu la mian.. coz its fried.. haha.. anyway i still managed to eat that.. a little shopping for his stationary n off he goes.. went home to do more research n studying n reading.. poor university student.. its only 2nd week or so.. and it seems so stressful..... 2nd thots to go over to study... hahah! i am kidding! shall REST REST REST!! cya soon! |
| Tuesday, August 23 |
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im on mc again. dont ask me why. i felt stupid wasting $70 bucks. anyway i'll be resting...... resting... n resting... doctor gave me 2days mc.. i was like.. HMMM! im not that sick. whatever, might try to ask if i can go back to work tmr.. ahahha.. its crazy la seriously. tomorrow is wx's bday! hmm.. knowing him for so long i guess this is the first time we are celebrating his birthday together.. haha! will be going to this jap n western restaurant that he recommended.. havent get him anything.. will most prob treat him i guess. discuss with gab first.. cant wait u know.. he is 20.. muahaha.. that little ah-beng looking guy.. oh! flea market is coming on sept 4th at ZOUK!!! will be setting up a stall there to sell some stuffs.. come visit n buy ya? yup. that's all for now.. shall rest now! cya soon! |
| Monday, August 15 |
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i went to see doc again. told him everything that happened today.. cold sweat, giddiness, nausea, headache n whatever shit.. this time round he even said i had fever.. n the cough is still very bad.. ask me not to talk if possible.. if not then talk less.. and he extended my mc till tmr... i'm gonna have a good good rest again.. like i didnt sleep enough for the past 24hours la.. duh. but i guess this is the best time to rest myself.. recharge my batteries and start the battle again! what rubbish.. i wish i can slack all the way! hahaha! gonna sleep le.. might be meeting up with lesbian partner again tmr.. i poured out my problems to her just now.. all she did was to ask me to listen to sly's song.. suo yi.. couldnt find the song but i found li sheng jie's shou fang kai.. 2 sad sad songs... now shou fang kai is on repeat.. so is tong hua.. hahahhahahaha! still remember the recorded version on gab's phone! anyway showed her some sms-es.. my lesbian partner knows me too well.. she knows what im thinking and what im gonna say.. memories stays within me..... |
| Sunday, August 14 |
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didnt i always say i love sundays? but for some reasons, i hate today to the core. im AWFULLY sick.. giddy, headache, cold sweat, runny nose, cough and every sickness in the world just have to hit on me.. had been sleeping for the past 20 over hours.. u will nv believe.. all i did yesterday after seeing doc was to sleep.. so from about 1.30pm i started sleeping.. till this morning... 10+am.. woke up in between to check if any soul cared about this sick lady here.. too bad. no msg, nothing. he went out to have fun with his new nus friends.. blah! all coz i couldnt make it to meet him for dinner. whatever. chalet was fun.. so much so that i wished i was 16 again.. REALLY. if i have a time machine i will want to return to then n change everything.. coz those were the times where i was the happiest.. carefree n being loved by ppl close to me. anyway its not possible.. shall i go see the stupid doc again? coz im feeling from bad to worse.. i want a hug from someone who cares....... going crazy soon! |
