Thursday, December 30
hey yixin, its nothing. dont worry.. haha

i just feel that i have so much to do yet i dont feel like touching them at all.

guess tiredness and the heavy workload it getting on my nerves..
im PMS-ing too.... muahahhaa... crazy..............


Wednesday, December 29
new year resolution?????? too busy to think....

i have been working my arse off these few days. for god knows what reasons. why am i working so hard? im not hard up for money. -_-" its probably escaping.. but escaping from what.. im not sure myself... blah...

if u wanna know i worked on sunday, mon and today. will be working tmr, thurs, sat and sun. that means i only have fri - new year's eve- off. and that day itself, the clinic is closed. hardworking eh? hahha...

havent been able to feel very happy lately. too many issues on my mind i guess. hopefully i'll have solutions to them soon or i will snap soon..

time to sleep too.. im so lack of sleep these few days... ciao!


Saturday, December 25
i didnt enjoy my christmas.....

i vomited...
slept the whole afternoon...
woke up with a headache though not nausea anymore...

p/s: i never drink... i did not have hangover.

=P



Monday, December 20
i hate my dark eye rings!!!!!!

GONNA SLEEP NOW NOW NOW!!!!


Sunday, December 19
its 2am.. and im still here. cant sleep. been thinking alot. i hate thinking.

and yixin, you should feel that you are more fortunate. at least you can blog everyday, slack and relax everday. me n lynn, we are blogging less and we are coming online less. just look at how our job has robbed us of our free time. dun envy us.

going beach again tmr. well, that is after like 3 ppl calling me up. haha. i feel im so big shot. im sorry, coz im still peeling.. but i'll go ya... coz of my huiqin dearie! i havent seen her for a long long time. shall gossip and catch up tmr!


Friday, December 17
simply love fridays. the only day i can wake up late -wide smiley-

but alternate fridays have to go sch for prac at 1pm... BLAH!

healthway called and asked me to work on 26th and 2nd... sunday night.. should i should i???
its so irritating, everytime they called, its nothing good.

time to go sch... shall decide on my journey...


Tuesday, December 14
Hello!

its a good good monday! no monday blues though there's DARK RINGS below my eyes!!!

i HATE dark rings! i seldom get dark rings! i am so lack of sleep! i am getting SO busy! and i definitely gonna miss those slacking times! nonetheless its just another 4 months.
you know this sentence can really perk me up and all the negative thots will be gone. coz in another 4 months i will be out of poly! but that's another headache too. what do i do next?

anyway just saw yixin's blog and realised CHRISTMAS is REALLY just around the corner. its like another 10 days or so... hmm you guys can buy me x'mas presents.. i'll list things that i need. hahaha

Christmas gift list:
- Nokia 6260?
- oakley sunglasses?
- nice tops?
- new pair of jeans?
- digi cam!!!
- new pair of sandals!
- watch! something that is easy to match

cant think of anymore for now... hahaha... anyway time start my project stuff. i have 8am lessons tmr.... IM SO SO SO LACK OF SLEEP!!!



Friday, December 10
i just realised that i didnt post on saturday. or rather abt my day at Sunset Bay with the clique. it was like the 4th time they asked me out and i finally had time to join them. not that im REALLY busy but i was down with common flu for the past 2-3 weeks.

anyway it was a fun day without the scorching sun. but surprisingly i was BURNT. i mean there's no run, really.. so i dont know how i got myself burnt. hahaha... oh well, who cares. i like my tanned now. haha..

then followed by movies with him. watched After the Sunset. its a really intelligent show. nice nice! recommended!!

you must be wondering why i dont need to work. haha.. coz i requested NOT to work that saturday. like finally a saturday evening free... phew. how i wish i have more of this..

okk.. really have to go!!! cya guys soon!!!


ITS MY FREE DAY!

today is probably the only day in the week i will have enough sleep. that is 8 hours or more. yup, but i woke up to a nightmare. what a good way to wake me up. but nonetheless, i finally had enough sleep.

i was just telling wyne that day while we were on our way home that probably i will be someone without life soon. like, no more going out with friends after school for dinner or shop ard. no more hanging out on weekends till 2am at mount faber playing cards in the car. no more going around sg for supper.

school and work will take up most of my time. and mondays and wednesdays are my only free day. that is i dont have to rush back to healthway to work at 7pm. and sundays are saved for family or him. that is if he is free....

like he said, its just another 4 more months. we have to pull thru this and things will be better. yup, hopefully i can do this for another 4 months.

anyway i am not allowed to leave singapore until after 28th april. like some wanted can! all because of the final year project. duh!

i digressed.

mondays and wednesdays will be the days i will come home to rest. coz working till 12midnight on other days is not a joke. hmmm, dont really like this kinda life. but i suppose i have no choice?

btw, good news for my class! alternate fridays we dont have to be in sch! probably i will use that day to keep up with my friends (provided im in the mood to do so!) hahaha. im quite lazy recently (you already know i always am!) so not really in the mood to go out these few weeks. but xmas is coming....probably should go for xmas shopping soon. aiy, will see how la.

time to get ready for work later. btw, i really dont like to work on weekends. BLAH! actually that's not the point, the point is my working time clashes with his free time. which means i wont get to see him at all. anyway he is too busy.....

yup ciao!!!


Monday, December 6
i have to head back to SCHOOL tomorrow

there goes my holidays.

its another mad rush semester.

the last madness though.

hopefully everything pulls through.....


Thursday, December 2
can you believe? on this FREE thursday afternoon im stucked at home coz i HAVE to work later at 7pm!! and i cant go out with my friends! i cant go shopping! i cant go for movies! all thanx to the 'good job' i have! its so sucky why do i have to work on nearing weekends! thursdays evenings, friday evenings, saturday evenings! its damn irritating! i have to speak up for myself!

the best thing, they even want me to work on PUBLIC HOLIDAYS! New Year Day! alright its just 2.5 hours.. but i doubt they are going to pay me double or anything. well, shall see what's their reply when i get to work later. coz i left them a note on tues asking 'what's the pay like for PH?'

you might think that im calculative, but hack those ppl there are plain lazy. giving all kinds of excuses not to work at night and public holidays. anyway that's what we, part timers, are for.
hell! saturdays are saved for better things than to earn that pathetic $32.50. amk or going out with him.

why am i lamenting?














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[Jasmin]
[1st February]
[Loves:]
[my SIR] [my girls] [to sleep] [to travel] [being myself] [my almighty God]
[Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance and you find out you still care for that person]
[Love sees with the heart and not with the mind. Therefore, winged cupid is painted blind.]
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- to go running..
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