| Tuesday, August 31 |
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i realised i havent been blogging as much recently.. cant blame me actually, i was so tired that i dun really have the energy to blog. dun ask me why im online then, im not sure too.
tired as in physically tired but not mentally, so cant sleep, that's why im here. haha! im crapping! anyway shall brief you thru how i enjoyed my last week of slacking before all the assignments and competitions come in. thurs... went out with my lesbian partner. genki as usual, then to olio dome. dun ask me why we kept eating, its been a "tradition". haha! and probably that's the reason why im forever not slim and always saying i wanna JIAN FEI.. haha... nonetheless, meeting her is one of my favourite thing to do! the endless talks.... sat... slept till 1plus.. then came online and saw simin.. so we decided to meet earlier to shop ard Toa Payoh.. dun ask why there, not much of a choice coz we had to be at the indoor stadium at 6.50pm to watch the finals of Netball Super League. anyway it was fun. met up with limin her friends @ swensens.. ate and gossiped. and lesson learnt.. REALLY REALLY never to gossip about anybody openly coz the person will just appear out of nowhere. creepy! though it doesnt concern me, but still.. its quite scary.. this moment we were talking about her, the next moment, she stepped into swensens.. haha... then after the match.. coach gave us a treat.. quite paiseh but hmm... it was delicious. haha. and at 11+ we headed down town to catch Stepford Wives, its kinda scary la.. still thot it will be some bimbotic show. and nicole kidman looked ugly in the show with short and black hair. seriously.. cant recognise her initially. haha... oh! then i saw Nicholas Sparks book 'A walk to remember' on limin's car that day and borrowed it. finished it today and it was REALLY sad.. yup i cried. a story that i will remember for long. anyway its time to sleep. this week will be damn busy. tmr track training thurs netball friendly with SP fri.. track training again??? ok.. this depends coz i have to go tll to do my project. sat project briefing in the morning followed by netball training in the afternoon.. my week is PACKED.. SUPER PACKED.. i need a breather!! plus there's DDD quiz.. shucks i wanna go back to attachment where i have nothing to worry about after work!!! lazy me............. |
| Sunday, August 29 |
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first week is officially over.
second week onwards will be HELL.. |
| Friday, August 27 |
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i havent been blogging... i am pissed... watever it is, its over...
1st week of sch is almost over.. im such a slacker.. haha.. wed no sch, thurs proj day, fri 2 hours lesson. hahaha... but work is piling up.. yup.. DDD especially.. nothing much to write this week.. or am i not willing to share? haha.. we shall see... |
| Saturday, August 21 |
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last day of attachment flew past. i was in the office the whole day, typing and typing.. finaly report is more or less done.
oh, i went late anyway.. haha.. woke up late.. and i went to buy cakes for them.. just to show that i really appreciate their guidance.. next week my boss will treat me to lunch.. -wink- haha... school's starting.... headache headache.. lalala.... |
| Friday, August 20 |
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LAST DAY OF ATTACHMENT!
i dunno what i should be... kinda sad to leave this place.. really... anyway im dead tired.. just 'finished' my report. will have to show my mentor tmr... why is it 'finished'... coz.. im not quite done with it. just the important part done. hee... time to sleep. nitez... |
| Monday, August 16 |
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tell me... what to do.... im so lost here...
arg.... time will tell..... ______________________________________________ yvonne.. really nice bumping into you at JP.. you are still the same old von i know 8 or 9 years back.. just that the hair cut and colour on your hair... hmmm.. shocked me? haha.. i dunno how else to put it.. but still... i love the way we 'update' each other.. haha... times are really different now... i dunno if its good or bad.. but i guess this is another phrase that everybody have to be through and hopefully i will be able to handle it well... probably seek some advice from lesbian partner when i meet her next week... or probably i will wake up tomorrow not having any of these troubles anymore... -praying- time to work on my final report... i guess i have the best mentor in the world... she's guilding me through the report.. arg... its such a waste if i cant do my FYP there..... -praying again- done with my update. mood: down |
| Friday, August 13 |
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They havent pay me!!!!!
i have to wait 7 LONG days to get my pay!! IM BROKE!!! I WANT MY PAY!!! i was just thinking, am i looking forward to return to sch? 50-50 i would say. i like working in this environment, i like the work im given here and i think i like the people here. initially i thot they were arrogant bunch who looks down on students.. as i get to know them better, they really helped me alot. i am looking forward to coming back for my Final Year Project. =) that is if we both agree on doing the project in my lab. its the end of the week, im tired.. but i have to go for track training... SAAA competition is this sunday. they signed me up without informing me first. got a little pissed, i dunno why. was it because its gonna eat into my sunday? im not sure too.... the week is gonna end..... |
| Tuesday, August 10 |
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hi people!
happy belated National Day!! how i wish this long weekend can be longer... =) Netball Camp camp.... hmm.. i think we all got burnt. haha.. thanx to the saturday's good sun.. -_-" i felt alot after coming back from the camp. initially, the feeling was.. 'nah.. its not my prob' then somehow it became.. 'oh.. we all have a part to play and each of us is as important in this team' when i think back about the games we played, somehow i felt i wasnt giving my best throughout the camp. and the only reason i have and i am embarrassed to admit is.. arrogance. yup, i knew before hand that i will be in the team, i knew that somehow i will be on court coz 'we are seniors'. i knew that our grouping is easy but i was definitely overwhemled how this arrogance controlled me and made me such an arse. NO! i cant be like that. i was telling alvin yesterday about this and somehow after much talking and thinking.. i knew what i want. i felt so strongly that my goal is not just about being in the main team, its about seeing myself work all the way with the rest of the team to give the deem stronger teams and tough fight hopefully clinch a third place in this coming IVP. is this possible? that is my goal, and through the camp i learnt that all players on court must have the same goal in order to play a good game. so it depends if the other players all have the same goal. i had a good example from alvin yesterday. he told me 'look at greece, they are a good example. nobody thought they will win. even better.. nobody thought they can make it pass the 1st round.' i totally agree with him. others may be stronger, others may be better, others maybe be faster. BUT if we want to court badly, we will win. winning may not be in the sense of winning the game all together. we can win the game as long as we know we all put in our best effort and give them a tough fight. i really felt alot after the camp and somehow i feel there is someone who feels the same. you? and i wanna say.. MAJOR THANX TO LIMIN! THANK YOU LIMIN!! you REALLY did a great job for this camp and of course for the club itself. and i felt so lousy coz its like you are the only one who knows whats going on and we all know nuts abt the camp. most of the time you are the only one telling us what to do, driving them to get food for us.. this and that. i was thinking, if you werent around.. what will happen.. things will be different.. really.. thanx limin.... ok.. too much emotions in this post.. and now i am sounding naggy.. anyway.. overall.. camp was great! National Day missed the fireworks, missed the movie. but still... a day out with a great company is more than enough. -sheepish grin- and i totally condemn EDO SUSHI... the sushi sux la.. the seaweed is like soft and sticky.. can see that its on the belt for a long time. yuck... luckily the set meal is not bad.. but still no more Edo Sushi.... alrite.. blogged too much and too long.. time to start work... |
| Friday, August 6 |
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nothing is going on right... astrology is a big liar...
Daily Horoscope Sun Sign: Aquarius August 5, 2004 Your opinions might be the focus of the conversation all day today, dear Aquarius. You have a very strong will and you aren't afraid to express it. Today you will be given that chance. Feel free to enlighten others with your tremendous wealth of knowledge. Take control of the conversation and accept the mental challenge of trying to win other people over to your side. Whether you are successful or not, you will have a fun time trying. by the time the clock struck 12 noon, everything went haywire... my phone batt went flat.. meeting up wasnt successful.. and now there's this big ego at work telling me im wrong when i KNOW i am definitely CORRECT. im so irritated.. im so messed up... i dunno what's happening.. i cant seem to make things go correctly..... BLAH.... im going to go missing.......................... |
| Wednesday, August 4 |
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how good... i missed work again today.... lalala...
anyway it was a blessing in disguise.. there was totally nothing we could do even if i went. coz in the list of things that our mentor gave us to do, materials were either not ready yet or still unavailable. ta-da.. "rest day" at work for my collegue... and me? rest day too... but not at home... went to sch to help out with the netball booth for CCA fiesta.. we practically sat through the fiesta playing games online.. ie.. one period limin was playing some typing game while i stoned and see her getting upset coz she died at the last stage... then next.. i played the same game.. -_-" yup, that was how boring the CCA fiesta was to us.. actually it was coz we already recruited enough for the sem? it will be too proud of us to say so but somehow.. we dont really have the time now to concentrate on the recreational people and i dun think jiamin alone will be able to handle such a big crowd when things get really busy for the business students and with the drawing near of the IVP competition, all of us will be really busy.. yup.. thus the not-so-enthu recruitment this CCA fiesta.. you can see that we dun even have flyers to give to the students interested. haha.. nonetheless, recruitment was great with 30 over freshies signing up if i havent remember wrongly. then was dinner with sweetie.. i can only say.. time flies.... yup.. im so tired... time to sleep... nitez...... |
| Monday, August 2 |
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i cant remember what happened for the past week... let me see...
i had an enjoyable thursday evening.. went out with my lesbian partner.. eat n shop and eat n shop.. a typical "mai dong xi chi dong xi.. mai dong xi chi dong xi.." trip.. haha never actually buy but saw many things that i like.. ate.. genki and haagen dazs as usual and she left her card at the genki counter. how forgetful can a person get? haha.. but luckily the cashier found it and kept it for her.. these are the stuffs that i targeted while we walked from forum to taka and back to mariott and then tangs.. -sheepish grin- - topshop bikini - U.R.S thong - BONDS halter top !!! surprisingly i like that! - a/x tee... =) - levis tee BUT my stupid pay is not here yet! IRRITATING can.... i wont be able to buy them all with my PATHETIC pay anyway... -sad- oh oh!! i bought the bikini already.. lalala.. new bikini.. so who wanna go tanning?? -grin- hmm.... i'll post again when i recall more.... lalala... slacking day at work.. |
