Friday, April 30
hey bun bun, i would love to come online everyday. but the prob is my bro had been hogging onto the computer playing gunbound EVERY NIGHT!!!! look this is the only time i have free access to the computer coz he is not around! lol! poor me..

yup, examz is really just round the corner.. better start panicking for those who are still slacking like.. hmm.. limin and wyne?
dunno what else to add, im sleepy.. sweet dreams...


Thursday, April 29
havent been updating the past few days. yup, i've been mugging alot i supposed? not sure if those that i've read thru really went into my brain. i feel as if there are alot more to do. indeed there are alot to be done, especially mbio.. stress..

my grades aint fantastic last semester, i dont want it to be the same this sem, rite.. pray for miracle...

gotta go sleep now... nitey...


Sunday, April 25
i hate being alone at home!!!!!


Saturday, April 24
hiya!! im at kunnie's place now! just finished steamboat session... hmm... i think i should say something here to JK...

haPPy bIRthDAy Kunnie!!!!

almost wanted to go beach today, but lucky us...

anyway i need to go off to play cards.. cya!!


Thursday, April 22
i have been slacking for the whole of today. kill me please! im TOO slack.

what have i been doing today? sitting in front of the computer browsing thru pages after pages of nonsense. chatting online and picking calls that comes so suddenly yet at the same time quite predictable who the caller was.

its becoming sort of a routine lately.. i wonder if its good or bad. there's so much to think but so little time for me. and there's so little for me to write now.. i wonder what's wrong with me.... focus girl...

then again, how do you focus when your best friend is feeling so down? im helpless... all i hope is that you'll be strong and stand up. whatever is your choice. i'll be by your side supporting you.. nitey....


girls are emotional creatures.. we rule by our heart. but teach us, how to act as if u dun feel anything?
im so sad for her, to a certain extend i felt like crying together with her.


Tuesday, April 20
i guessed it was a blessing in disguised.

i've got nothing much to blog recently.. i dunno why but i just cant seem to pen down my thoughts. or rather i've forgotten what happened. all i know is that the weather sux....

anyway tmr will be my last day in sch before examz.. after that i have to really start mugging...... havent been doing well.. so i muz buck up for the coming exam... which i know will be difficult... im praying thou.. that i dun get any D this sem!!!

rite... gonna catch my show... cya!!


Monday, April 19
she got me into some trouble.................


7
LOVING ONE. You need safety in your relationship.
You want to be sure in his/her arms, knowing
that he will protect you and you can be totally
devoted to your other. At this point you are
very vulnerable. You open yourself and dont
even think that he/she could cheat you. You
totally trust your partner in every single way.
SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or
played a game this trust is broken. You may try
to forgive your other but this will be very
difficult.He/She has to be friendly and
trustworthy.


~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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Sunday, April 18
other than the waiting.. the sun was freaking strong and the sand was BURNING HOT.. overall.. i dunno to say if the trip was enjoyable or not. but nonetheless, I FINALLY WENT TO BEACH!

yep, the sun was so strong that i gave up tanning, i was out only for 15mins before i went into the shade again to hide. and i only tanned my front. haha hopefully its not obvious. any hmmm, we even had to put on our slippers while playing volleyball. why? coz the sand was TOO HOT! its REALLY summer man... how i wish i can go beach every week, but i dun wanna get too tanned.. too tanned not nice eh? haha....

anyway, i went mugging with ms wong just now and we had a great time together. times spent with her are always enjoyable, i knew she was sad, but there was nothing i could do to cheer her up. in the end, i went to the supermart to get her her favourite giam giam.. which is so stupid coz giam giam wont make her happy, chocolate will! haiz.. cant find the brand that she likes...wat a lousy supermart... but anyway, was glad she looked fine after that, though i know its still bothering her.. that's nothing much i can do.. haiz..

going to mug for my test tmr... ciao....


Saturday, April 17
im tired... but i just wanna say.. i had a great evening... anyhows, i will be heading beach tmr!!!! its something that i've been looking forward to.. lalala...


Friday, April 16
ok.. everytime when i thot of something and felt like blogging, the next moment i will lose all the thots i have. is this what you call short term memory? i've been like that ever since the start of this week. its not a good feeling coz when i face the blogger screen, i see nothing but the blank space in front, waiting for me to fill it up.

anyway, booth will end soon.. so will my chicken rice days.. for 3 consecutive days, i have been eating chicken rice, just that its different types of chicken rice every day. i packed lemon chicken rice on tues, simin packed chicken rice from canteen3 on wed and today i had teriyaki chicken rice. hopefully i dun have to eat chicken rice again tmr. now i kinda loathe the sight of fried chicken and the smell of the chicken rice.. i need some... hmm.. soupy stuff? hmm.. not sure what i like but definitely not chicken rice.

anyway tmr is like the only prac class of the week. oh, there will be tutorial before that too.. tmr will probably be the busiest day of the week other than those tests... rite.. another weekend coming.. should i let my saturday be burnt and go for the agm? really in a dilemma...

shall discuss with the girls tmr and decide again...

anyway thanx ms wong! she came over to convention hall to sit with me thru the afternoon at the booth, i was so touched. thanx once again.. haha.. =)

now i have to decide.... to go or not to go... ms wong will know what im talking about rite.. hee... actually i've kinda agreed.... oops...


Thursday, April 15
i've deleted the old photos and added a whole new series of photos. but its still under construction, so yup.. have to wait before i add everything in... meanwhile.. enjoy =)


Wednesday, April 14
havent been blogging much lately coz i had too many things on hand. just finished my last test of the week today. wont do well for any of the 3 tests coz they were all last minute work.

havent been sleeping well lately. the weather is so bad that i sweat even sitting on the couch watching tv. i actually have alot to say, but im just too tired now to blog further. i need to get back my sleep!!

shall continue again tmr..... adios...


Monday, April 12
what a disheartening day. i failed my intrumentation test... arg.. though it was quite expected that i would fail, but you see, im a human after all.. and the feeling just aint good. =( anyway, i went down and asked the teacher for a retest though i wasnt in the retest list, but heck, i just want that pass to at least pull up my average.

rite, there's another 2 tests coming up. jap written test tmr and ABC test on wed. i must get back the feel and the motivation.

was discussing with bro's gf that day, one really needs alot of self discipline when stepped into poly. coz you are treated as adults here and that nobody's gonna care much how you fare for your examz but yourself. and i realised i slack TOO MUCH, way too much that i flopped 2 modules last semester. Ds aint nice.. but im starting to have this heck feeling for my studies. which is NO GOOD. need to do some reflection.. its 3 more weeks to exam, i can definitely do something about it...

anyway, not coming home tonight. gonna go over to bihong dearie's place to mug together. haha.. i know she's the person who can motivate me. rite, cya guys soon!


i am so sick of mugging...


Sunday, April 11
hello! im still super high though a litttle tired now. haha.. went out with the netball girls and had a really fun time!

quick summary of what i did today. first we met at the clubhouse to paint our netball banner and sorta pack up the place abit. then went for TAS closing semester meeting. then after that we went PS for lunch cum dinner and desserts then MOVIE! THE PRINCE AND ME, then people watching coz we were all very high after the show and finally supper at geylang. well, painting was fun, agm was kinda boring and movie was definitely GREAT! SUPERB! and people watching in the car was exciting with all the screaming and all sorts of noise we made in the car.

rite.. its time to sleep.. too tired to think properly now. haha.. but PRINCE is definitely worth the 1st row, the neck ache, the $8.50 and the screaming and tearing!!! ciao~




A Realist

Solid and dependable is the name of the game for you. You may like all of the perks of a fairytale life, but when it comes right down to it, you'd rather make your own way. You are independent, responsible and have a good head on your shoulders. You know that just because something has been planned in advance doesn't make it less fun.

When your PRINCE arrives, he'll have to wait until you're good and ready for him! You'll recognize TRUE LOVE when it shows, but you're not about to sacrifice all the hard work you've put towards your dreams in the meantime.
Don't worry, though. he'll wait. You're worth it!


Saturday, April 10
hi! im back! didnt write yesterday. hmm, was tired you see. wed stayed up too late to study for cell culture test so thurs was too tired to blog. anyway nothing significant happened. was happy coz en told me a good news, then was pissed with wt coz hmm.. nvm...

today's great! i slacked the whole day and yup, i couldnt get up for tutoring as expected. luckily i msged him yesterday nite to tell him that i wont be able to make it and asked to push to another day.

hmm, i should say i was quite productive today. did 2 cell culture quizes.. out of the so many that is still not done. loL! and tried to do mbio log book, but got stucked at prac 8 coz i didnt attend that lesson. yup, will have to ask for help on mon.

rite.. just read the previous post and tell you what! i was late for MBIO, but i was earlier than the teacher! haha.. i think we actually took the same bus or something. not really sure but i walked faster than her! lala... anyway her prac was boring as usual.

3 tests next week, and hell lotsa booth slots for the freshies orientation.. BUSY BUSY BUSY... but busy happily coz i will get to see eye candy most probably.. lala... yeah! haha...

nitez.. gonna get some sleep now... enough of slacking.. haha


Wednesday, April 7
hmm... our first meeting was a funny one. nice job everyone! after that, the usual 4 of us went for dinner at pizza hut at this place called Jelita or something (its somewhere near to rjc i think). anyway, we gossiped and laughed and gossiped and laughed till like there is no tomorrow.

and hmm.. the going to the carpark part was the funniest. all of us were chatting while walking down the slope to the basement carpark and there was this mother and son behind us. then i was like..hmm.. the guy not bad, filial and spiky hair and quite charming. then when we were in the car, somehow we knew what each other was thinking and started gossiping about him. haha! crazy bunch of girls!

rite, i have to go mug for cell culture REAL SOON. gonna stay up to watch my 7,8 and 9pm repeats later. hmm.. have a feeling i will be late for MBIO again. arg... sometimes i really dun feel like going for her lessons, she's SOOOooo BORING!


slacker me didnt manage to study yesterday. all thanx to the Holland Village that was showing on tv. i am not a HV addict, but somehow the episode yesterday was really good. and afterwhich, i went to bed.. blah...

life's good without morning classes! haha! anyhows, i have to head out soon. looking forward to the meeting later, but not tmr's test... arg......


Tuesday, April 6
packed my 2 drawers. cleared lotsa stuffs, now one of it is empty and im still thinking what i should put in there.

cant blog anymore, my brother is behind... buzzing like an irritating bee... anyway i need to study.. yup.. i promised myself i will study today.. so yup, heading off soon to S-T-U-D-Y. BLEH...

oh!! i finally went to apply for the DEBIT CARD.. lalala.. now i have to wait 3 weeks for the card to come.. im so happy im not techonology backwards anymore.. =P

ciao!


i was planning my time on my journey home. coz i felt that my organiser was of no use even though i wrote all the important stuffs in it. probably its due to my laziness, i dont plan my time, not even running the events in my head. blah... im upset.. gonna fail my instrumentation test. wondered what's wrong with CYC to set such a paper! nvm.. its over... waiting for the retest now....

anyway, lunch at SIM was quite dramatic with a guy dropping a plate of creamy pasta and after which a lecturer fell on that spot (with pasta not cleared yet..) that is.. she got new designs on her black skirt.. ok.. im mean..

oh, i was thinking of this as well. should you wait for chance to be given or should you create your own chance. if u know what i mean. was thinking in chinese you see.. haha.. ji hui yao zhi ji qu zhen qu.

time to sleep, bet with justin that i will be earlier than him tmr. rite.. i can do it.. ha.. nitex...

rite.. counting my eye candies... haha.. i have at least 3 eye candies that i can think of at the moment! haha. and hmm.. i know all except for ryan!! arg... anyway.. S msg me... haha... he's really cool.. charismatic i should say...
really have to go.. ciao!


Sunday, April 4
shoot me! im mad! im forever shot by cupid. haha... i had a great day with the girls. eat and shop non-stop. that's what i call a girl's life. lol! and yup limin and i agreed that alvin is cute but too sociable! haha. you know what i mean. -grin-

mount faber trip was definitely 'enriching'. though we didnt get to see any, but i enjoyed myself talking to you girls in the car, the 'coolest' place to slack. haha. -wink

and hmmm, i felt really loved coz i have a best friend who REALLY dotes on me. shall say an advance thanx to you ms wong.. THANK YOU DARLING!! but dun you worry, your bday present will be really nice too. i already have them in mind. keke. life's so wonderful! who needs a bf? lala... =P

good nite guys... *muacks*


Saturday, April 3
shocking news i should say. but i am really glad it came, after a long wait and much effort put in.

so much to say today that i dunno where i should start. but anyway its all not important now.

lynnie, thanx for being more selfish. i need you to study hard and be my fyp partner ya? and yup, i believe you can make it. cell culture project is on its way~~!


Friday, April 2
just woke up not long ago. i simply love fridays.. coz its probably the only weekday that i can sleep like nobody's business. lol!

enjoying nice nice honey stars now... yummy..i'll be slacking till 12 before haeding off to sch..

anyway, i dreamt of him AGAIN.. -_-"

like i'll dream of him every now and then.. but each time, the senario gets worser. whatever it is, im leading quite a good life now. with or without, its OK.

yup.. gonna do my cell culture assignment now.. haix...

oh! congrats to president!!! haha.. now i have a FREE MEAL! i'm waiting~~


i dunno what to say today. presentation was quite fun, except for some tongue tied somewhere as usual.

have been thinking alot. after what she said that i was her pillar of strength, i began to review myself. did i really do all those out of passion or was it that i wanted to prove myself. then i know, its because i didnt want it to collapsed. somehow i felt how lynn always feel. though i am lucky that at least i have more help than she does.

anyway i can foresee that guy, he is gonna take action soon. plesae tell me what to do... its quite irritating sometimes... duh..

oh.. kev!!!! take care in there!! i will miss you.. and if i really get a bf sometime soon.. i will let you know. to show that your instincts are right. haha... but i dun even have a someone to target now how do i get attach in 3mths time? anyway.. take lotsa care yah.. lose some weight! lol!

time to sleep.. tmr will be pinky day...!~


Thursday, April 1
i saw eye candy!!!!!! lalalala... was thinking if i should train today coz i didnt bring my attire. but since he was there and to say we have totally zero fate, i decided i shall create my own 'fate' by staying back. haha. so i went up and borrowed t-shirt and shorts from clubhouse. but good things dun last, he was no where to be found when i came down. haix..

so i went to the gym with mr fatso. did one shot 200 situps(non standard one la). then when i was finishing, i thot i saw a familiar figure walked past and was looking in.. but by the time i turned, i was too late and could only catch his backview, looks like eye candy and was wearing something similar to what he wore.. lala.. so after gym... i went jogging.. lalala... he was there, at a corner, supporting his friends running 2.4km for napfa.. hmm.. so i jogged 5 rounds and yep, clocked the longest time looking at eye candy! haha..

anyway..... i gtg!!!














Welcome!
[Jasmin]
[1st February]
[Loves:]
[my SIR] [my girls] [to sleep] [to travel] [being myself] [my almighty God]
[Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance and you find out you still care for that person]
[Love sees with the heart and not with the mind. Therefore, winged cupid is painted blind.]
wishlist..
- more time to study
- to go running..
- to lose fats
- Class 3 license
- new wallet with odd number of slots haha!
- working bag that can hold my notes for sch days
- r&r @ sunny beach?
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