| Wednesday, March 31 |
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i have really sweet friends around me. thanx guys... =)
alrite, its kinda embarassing, so i shant say it here. but really glad i have caring friends like them.. thanky thanky! anyway, stayed in sch today till about 8pm to finish up all the netball agm stuffs.. the door gifts, club gifts, senior's gifts and whatever there was to do. we just sat there and decorate non-stop from about 2pm. it was REALLY tiring! mentally taxing i supposed.. anyway its time to sleep.. im too tired to continue this post. i'll have a long day tmr. 8am lecture!! not going for track though netball is cancelled. gonna come to do cell culture reports and abc proj... wat a stressful week! |
| Sunday, March 28 |
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how i wish i have a husband like darren lim.. he is SO sweet and romantic and hmm.. i dunno.. evelyn is a fortunate wife! lala... |
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im feeling better now after ogling at this cute guy online. lol! i stumpled onto his friendster page.. and from there.. i started looking.. oo-ing and ah-ing coz he is so cute! yixin agrees too! rite.. haha.. but its just for viewing sake coz hmm, we'll be like fans going of idol kinda girls. ps: he is a part time model. just a year older than me.. lalala...
yup, that's what makes me cool down and be a mad girl once again. anyway im still deciding if i should go beach tmr. there are meeting like 10am at harbourfront. -_-" if i can wake up i'll go, if not, too bad. i'll give it a miss. and wait till im less busy. coz next week is a hectic week. next next week too.. arg.. so i guess i will be damn fair for the next month or so if i dun go tmr.. alrite, maybe that's the motivation to get up early tmr. lol! rite.. next week is jap reading test. i bet i will fail coz i cant recognise the funny wordings... haha... |
| Saturday, March 27 |
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IM DARN PISSED! EXTREMELY PISSED!
i wonder how come i can be manupulated by a 10 year old kid. arg.. i was SO fuming mad that i didnt know what to say. he is an irritating bastard with sucky character! how i wish i have one less sibling sometimes! what's wrong with humans!! why do i feel like crying now? i guess im being bullied, being taken advantaged of. BY A 10 YEAR OLD KID!!!! AHHHHH!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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im back from sch.. saw president, my god! he slimed down ALOT! ns really works. haha.. anyway blaze the race ended fast coz there were only 2 events, 4x100 and 4x400. so we waited like 2+ hours for the prize presentation.
anyway i almost flared up just now. sad to say, i dun like your way of doing things. if u have to cancel the outing, you should as least take the initiative to msg me so that i dun have to bring the stuffs out! actually i am not really angry bcoz of this, but rather the excuse you gave for not going. its all you and your excuses! cant 4 of us go as well? is 4 too little? darn, its has been cancelled for many weeks. they only have TWO and they are still going. so why cant freaking FOUR of us go????? arg, i dunno why but i seemed to get really easily pissed by you nowadays. even little things that you say pissed me off. you know, you should go ahead and be angry or ignore me or neglect me rather than letting me see how you act nice once in awhile coz its really a turn off! dun show that you care only when you remember. dun interrupt the conversation if all you wanna do is to boast how little you've slept as compared to me and yet you can still be so energetic. or even how many projects you have on hand when i complaint that i have two on hand that will due soon. i guess i should stay away. to refrain myself for being more pissed and to stop the friendship from worsening. saturday mood ruined by unnecessary ppl... |
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im back again. the show just ended and im feeling REALLY lousy now. im REALLY affected that i felt like crying but i dont know why the tears just wont come out. agh!!!
sometimes i wondered, why am i so emotional. why do i feel so much for the male lead, jason. the ache in there is so hurtful that i wish i could just let it out all at once now. but i just cant do it.. i dunno the reason.. ask you.. why do ppl do so much for the one he loves and end up getting nothing in return but self reprimand and having no ans to that BIG qns? deep in my heart, i really wish he could help pull yama away from that swindler, or rather make her REALISE that whatever he did is truly for her good and that swindler is there to CHEAT her!! its just so irritating when viewers know what's going on but the characters in the show doesnt! arg... i will go mad anytime soon if this is not going to end.. should i be glad that the last episode is on mon or should i yearn for more? this is the link to the story outline, and hmm.. if u can read chinese and have absolutely no problem reading them, you can read from episode 1 to episode 20. i've just read the last episode and hmm.. i believe monday's show will be GREAT! but anyway, i just feel that this kinda things dun happen in real life, so its ok.. yup... have to sleep now orelse i wont be able to get to sch by 10 tmr... nitey! adios! |
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had a great day today. went for lunch at nydc to celebrate mel's bday with my classmates. and i was the earliest, together with desmond. the rest were like freaking late! we probably only got to order food at 12nn when we were supposed to meet at 11am. -_-" but nonetheless, the celebration was a fun one and i bet all of us enjoyed it very much esp the photo taking sessions. sad for yixin who was locked INSIDE her place coz her mom took her bunch of keys by mistake. nvm xin, we'll have more of bday celebrations coming up.. just be sure you keep your keys safe by your side! lol!
then was dinner again with mel and her group of friends. 6 of us went to this restaurant at somewhere behind bugis. they serve quite good food there, esp the escargot(is that how you spell?). anyway, dinner was on mel! thanx dearie, love you loads! haha.. then we went over to lips cafe at cine to chill out.. by then another 2 of mel's collegues joined us.. and hmm.. after MUCH photo taking sessions, they suggested to go for BOWLING. up at level 9, when i first stepped out of the lift, the sound of the ball hitting the pins brought back lotsa memories. and most of the memories were happy ones. though its a different bowling place, it somehow made me feel a little sad. it was 2+ years since i last stepped into a bowling place, watching ppl bowl. well, all i can say is these memories will stay in my memory bank till my memory fails on me. and dont you think crooked coz im not thinking of anything but just the happy memories. im just glad. my show starting soon!!! update later!! 2nd last episode!!! |
| Friday, March 26 |
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why the sudden kindness and care? found out that im good and regretted? lol. human beings are like that, i've been thru that phase before too. =) i guess everybody deserves a second chance.
anyway dr zaman was saying there is one more vacancy for overseas attachment(OIAP). i was so happy to hear that coz i really feel like going but IVP is holding me back. but oh well, my elation only lasted less than 5mins coz my results last semester was a disaster and they wont allow student with D grade i suppose. haiz.. blame myself... anyway time to sleep if not i wont be able to get up tmr.. oh! congrats to kok hwa aka president for being best recruit! yup.. 3 cheers for him! ciao... |
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life in sch is a lot more interesting this semester. glad to say that i've grew closer with this bitchy friend of mine whom i can REALLY bitch with. it came as a surprise coz she's those very not sporty type, loves manicures and shopping. its adaptation i guess, ever since lynn has bf, we havent been that close, and that brings me n mel closer. lunch breaks, going co-op to get sweets, plainly hanging out and bitching and of course going out on fridays after sch has become a common scene this semster. this cute babe never fails to lighten up my days with her 'purple' topic and how cheap or ex this bag/top/bottom is. the bond grew so much stronger that i felt blessed i have her in my life. Mel, thanx so much and we'll have one hell of a great day tmr! i guess this post will be delicated to melissa and only melissa. shant spoil it by adding other stuffs. =) |
| Thursday, March 25 |
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sometimes it scares me off when someone treats me too nicely . like hmm, why so nice out of the blue? then again, probably its just courteousy? maybe i am thinking too much.. but oh well, instinct tells me its nothing special nor good. time for show! nitey! |
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IM SO TIRED!!
today is yet another hectic long day. the Mixed Netball League is finally over! and hmm, the last thing i have to do is to go for Blaze The Race on saturday[early in the morning!] and for the the prize presentation which is at 12? hopefully after that my friends will want to go beach? lala.. -beaming- i wonder if i am able stay awake till 1.30... been sleeping late these 2 nights and i am really lacked of sleep! rite.. gonna nap now.. then hopefully i can get up at 1.30 to watch my show.. ciao! |
| Wednesday, March 24 |
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hmm.. joke of the week!
4 clowns boarded a tibs bus thinking its 980.. and still thot they were on the right bus till the bus reaches yio chu kang and still did not pass thomson plaza. then one cleverer clown looked at the back of bus and saw the bus no. 852!!! we were on the wrong bus! so we quickly alighted and hmm.. saw 855 coming from behind.. so one 'clever' clown thot lets cross over to the other side, coz 855 will bring us to upper thomson rd. then.. we waited waited.. for like 10mins? then the cleverer clown went to check on the bus passing by this bus stop and saw that 855 doesnt stop here! hmm.. probably you wont understand this but hmm.. its just a case of how BLUR 4 of us were and went one big round before getting to our destination for dinner. nonetheless, the dinner was FANTABULOUS! yup.. i enjoyed my evening really well thou i was a little tired... gotta rush for my show now.. ciao!! |
| Tuesday, March 23 |
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im darn tired now. my eyes are so pain! rushed out a whole invitation card in less than 2 hours and hmm.. it really isnt easy! gosh.. now i need to go grab a bite and wait for my show to start. yup, and hmm.. hopefully i wont be late for tomorrow's lesson!! help me pray that i can get up!! yup.. ciao!!! |
| Monday, March 22 |
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Air Supply - Goodbye
I can see the pain living in your eyes And I know how hard you try You deserve to have so much more I can feel your heart and I sympathize And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life (Chorus) I don't want to let you down I don't want to lead you on I don't want to hold you back From where you might belong You would never ask me why My heart is so disguised I just can't live a lie anymore I would rather hurt myself Than to ever make you cry There's nothing left to say but good-bye You deserve the chance at the kind of love I'm not sure I'm worthy of Losing you is painful to me (Chorus) You would never ask me why My heart is so disguised I just can't live a lie anymore I would rather hurt myself Than to ever make you cry There's nothing left to try Though it's gonna hurt us both There's no other way than to say good-bye |
| Sunday, March 21 |
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yet another guy said that i looked like athena zhu. -_-"
she is way too pretty, please. thou its my honour to be compare to her, but i think i will spoil her image? haha. anyway i slacked my day away, sitting on my comfy sofa watching tv from 1.30pm till hmm.. 10pm? haha.. im mad... but not many ppl get to slack like i do! lol! although i ought to be guilty for not doing anything productive today. but who cares.. i dont get rest days like this often! lalala hmm, im so gonna die.. 3 friends birthday next week. and im still here, with nothing prepared. and hmm, one of them is gonna treat me and a couple of friends to some seafood restaurant.. omg.. gonna share with rumoured bf to get something nice for him.. but still thinking wat to get.. lol. and hmm.. gonna burn another big hole in my pocket.. haiz.. early day again tmr.. plus it will be a long day.. haiz.. |
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hmm.. bodyworlds is NICE, but not worth my 18 bucks!! return me my money! i am so broke now that i have to survive on bread and come back for dinner everyday. haha..spent too much these 2 weeks. dry up already.
anyway badminton agm was hmm.. ok lo.. quite little ppl went. anyway congrats to kenneth, the new president. haha.. and bengwei, the ex president, i shaked hand with him and hmm.. chat a little? lalala.. lynnie will know what i mean! haha. lynnie, you will never believe this, eugene accompanied me all the way to my aunt's house at stratton road. i was like.. -_-" i mean leny also took 74, so 3 of us went to amk together, then i thot he will go home from there.. but no lo.. he continued to follow me to take 88.. reason he gave was, im not sure of my way and he is more familiar with that area. i almost fainted. but lucky thing that he was there coz the pathway to her house is really dark. haha. then my aunts came out to check on the kids playing badminton at the porch, and saw him lo! then i was interrogated by them. almost died there. haha.. but still felt weird.. you know what i mean? ha.. yup.. tell you more in sch... anyway im SO tired now.. better head off to bed... nitey.. ciao! |
| Saturday, March 20 |
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i bought the watch!! keke.. alrite, actually i was thinking the white one is nicer than this pink one. more elegant and easier to go with clothes. but luckily i am blessed with friends who can really console. first they tell me, when you wear it for sometime, feelings will be developed and you will love your watch. then, they tell me again, this design is harder to imitate and that its unique as compared to the plain white one. lala... with all these.. i am beginning to really like my watch now. lol!
ok.. have to go prepare myself for my show.. i really like hong kong romance serials.. seriously, they are just so heart-warming and hmm.. always let me have that achy and soury feeling in my heart when the male and female leads quarrelled or for some reason couldnt be together. and sometimes it sets me thinking, will i ever have such a nice boyfriend? or even, will this kinda thing sad things happen to me. and it even makes me believe that when a couple goes thru some devastating problem together or watever shit, their relationship will be stronger.. like this show im watching now.. hmm... you will understand me when you watch it.. gotta go!! ciao! haiz.. no beach tomorrow.. SIANZ!! |
| Friday, March 19 |
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i was reading a blog, then it set me thinking. have i been too self centered that i forgot to ask 'how have you been', 'is everything going on well?' or was it that i've changed? i dunno.
this hi-bye friend of mine also commented that i dun wear that smile on my face anymore. i really dunno what's wrong with me nowadays.. hmm... shall reflect on it soon.. click here and go to this webby.. and look at the pink watch.. haha.. gonna get it tmr... -grins- |
| Wednesday, March 17 |
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i just realised that there are so many LYNN appearing in my previous post.
so let me clarify. lynn whose birthday just past is my sec sch netball vice captain, my classmate and my best friend together with charis. the other lynn that i mention is currently in my course, biotech, my classmate and a pretty lady i hung out with often.. not so much now coz she has BF and forget about us! lol.. |
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im back! with so much to tell you today!
rite.. starting from my cruise trip. hmm, believe it or not, i was up all the way from friday morning till saturday evening 7pm. that's about near 40 hours? rite, that's not very long actually. anyway lets count.. i was in the casino for.... 18hours! first i walked around with my mom, she showed me all the different different kinds of games available. then she taught me some of them(i have a bad mom! lol!). lastly, we stood there observing the Baccarat table, did some 'homework' then after awhile, mom started to bet. you wont believe this, the semi-circle table is about 2m long and the circumference is packed with aunties wanting to bet. we were like at the 3rd outer layer of the circumference. yup, this is how many ppl there are in the casino, with rows n rows of semi-circle tables and almost all packed with aunties. but luckily the crowd slowly dispersed in the middle of the night and we got seats right in front of the table and we sat there all the way until saturday 6pm. yup.. only leaving the seat for toilet breaks. and the only intake i have is cups and cups of coke n warm honey drink. my mom even said its a good way to lose weight. lol, and she got scolded by me coz that's not the way to lose weight! anyway that's all about my casino trip.. really 'enriching'. haha.. so these 2 days i've been at the sports complex. worked out yesterday. hmmm, i ran 6k yesterday, which is like WOW! i managed that despite slacking for so long? haha.. nah, i ran at slow pace with samantha. round and round the track and lastly a campus run. almost died along the way man.. -_-" then today, we saw eye candy in the lab! we were doing our cell culture project in the lab when he came in. lol! hmm.. lynn bought camera so we took pictures of hmm, our plantlets and yes.. 'du shen's' back view. darn funny! and hmm.. picture of me.. with him as background? lol! i'll post some up when she sent me the photos.. cant wait to see them!!! hmm, i had nothing to do after Blaze The Race event just now, so went to watch squash game with Sean. and then i saw this guy..... and i was mesmerised by him! not by his looks, not by his build, but by the way he played squash, making the game seemed so easy and relaxing. he is swift and tacticle, playing not strength but skills. i dunno how to explain, all i know is that my eyes were stucked on him once he started playing. and that game was exciting because 2 national players were playing against each other. then i heard he is a national player in some group A thingy(which means he is really good) =) then, i heard again, he had graduated from ngee ann already. arg =( alrite, enough of this guy that guy, something more about myself. i finally got to catch up with kev and yup, its nice chatting with him again and knowing what's going on. work hard dude! and i feel like slapping myself, coz i was so caught up in i dunno what that i forgot to msg lynn, not even a happy birthday msg from her best friend! slap me lynn, if u are reading this, im really sorry i never msg you. but i will never forget your present and i'll make sure its definitely something you like from US. rite.. if u dun mind.. hAPPY bElAtEd biRthdAY!! ok.. time to sleep.. i've been quite absent minded lately, so have to replenish my sleeping time? dunno what nonsense im saying, but i definitely need to go for 8am lecture tmr to return lynn notes, so yup. jas.. please please get up and dun be lazy!!! |
| Monday, March 15 |
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alrite im back. with 2 extra piece of cloth with me. one brown shawl and one zara skirt.
lynn is definitely a great shopper. i simply cant resist the temptation to buy things when i go shopping with her coz she has darn good persuasive skills. lol.. its just so great to hear that 'you look nice in this'.. i mean.. it melts half my heart already. haha... anyway its about time to sleep.. i actually wanted to blog about my encounter in the casino, but i'll leave it to tmr or someday when i have the time.. the scene inside is just so different from the world outside the casino.. haha... yup.. nitez to me.. sweet dreams |
| Sunday, March 14 |
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im back! but going out again soon to meet lynn, tmr's her birthday and i havent get her anything. -stress-
but think gonna let her choose and pay for it.. keke... then have a nice dinner together.. will blog again about my trip later.. was a very enriching trip into the CASINO.. muahaha... |
| Friday, March 12 |
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i forgot to add this part!
i was waiting for huiqin at jp coz she's coming over to my place to get a buffel bag for her camp tmr.. so while waiting, i went into ESPRIT to shop around knowing that they have brought in the new spring's collection. when i was browsing thru, i saw this RED jacket that's going for 49 bucks rather than the usual 79, so i walked up to it and saw its tagged 'MEMBERS PRIVILEGE'. and for all the hangers with the red jacket, they have an additional black top beneath.. so i was wondering, if its 49 bucks for 2 tops, then i dun mind buying! coz the jacket itself seems nice, just that the colour is abit striking and that the black top beneath looks good too. SO, me: ' er.. excuse me.. 49 is for the jacket alone or for both the black top and the jacket?' GUESS WHAT'S HER REPLY???!!! i was darn pissed ok! salesgirl: 'its for members only'. HELLO IF IM NOT A MEMBER I WONT HAVE THE GUTS TO ASK LA! in fact, i think she looks down on teenagers like me? cant a teenager have an ESPRIT member card? and HELLO I BET YOU ARE NOT ANY OLDER, OR YOU ARE PLAIN JEALOUS? hmm.. enough of that.. actually i wanted to buy that jacket to show her I HAVE THE CARD THAT YOU WANT TO SEE! but i didnt coz i thot it wasnt worth my money. so i saved, but then again, i saw this pants which is quite nice.. but the smallest size they have is 34, which is a little big? coz i can simply pull down the pants with buckle and zip on! lol! yah.. that's about it.. time to watch my show!! cya!!! |
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still deciding if i should go for breakfast tmr. its 10.30 at KAP mac.. seriously, i missed the hotcakes, but i doubt i can wake up this early. haiz.. headache!
oh, my ABC project presentation date is pushed back to april's fool day! ha! which means there's more time for us to do research on more interesting stuffs related to PMS.. you wont believe this, our initial idea of doing ORGASM was actually done by students last semester! but anyways, we decided to drop that topic coz its too sensitive to be touched on. -grin- another thing is that we've finally handed up our FYP list, somehow i am quite worried that we wont be able to get the topics of our choice. hmm, but even if that's the case, there's nobody to be blamed. its just luck and i guess majority goes to RESULTS. sad to say, our results aint good. von dearie, im so sorry i was so busy today that i forgot to reply you. anyway, that's a wise choice you have made. i have faith in you too! enjoy yourself in sydney ya? buy more souvenirs! ohya, will be going cruise tmr.. it's been very long since i last went onboard, hopefully there's things to do this time round in that confinded area. probably i'll be too busy entertaining the little kids.. =) my lovely nieces and nephews!! aww.. i'm missing them now.. anyway time to go watch my fav show!! cya all on sunday!!! |
| Thursday, March 11 |
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i was asked what's my focus and aim. or do i have any ambition? -stunned-
it was a shot on target. i've always tried to avoid the sensitive question and giving excuse saying im gonna further my studies. and ppl will stop there coz im going to continue my studies anyway, so they think there's no point asking further. i've actually thot of what i want to research on. but with my lousy grades, i doubt i can get into local uni. that's why i didnt think ahead anymore. i would rather focus on a short term goal, that is to score well. but seriously, i cant even do that. im so distracted by so many unneccessay things going on around me. almost everyday i will tell myself that if i wanna do well, i must start studying. but i guess it all boils down to the word determination. i just lack the motivation... well.. time to sleep.. so i'll continue some other day... anyway, having some news it better than none. thanx for the reply. whatever it is.. life still goes on ya? keep in touch. |
| Wednesday, March 10 |
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i couldnt get up for 10am lesson today, yup this is how piggy i am! sometimes i really hated myself for being like that. can someone give me some pills to make me not sleep so much?!
anyway i was quite puzzled at how a guy can change so much. this guy friend whom i knew when i was in year 1 amazed me at how he changed himself. he was outta my life for quite sometime after i sort of rejected him in a mean way, now he is back.. with all the sweet nothings trying to impress again. not that i dun like him as a friend, but its kinda fake at how he treats me now. all of a sudden, too sweet. yet, as i listened, i actually see a totally different guy behind all those sweet talkings.. probably i have a clearer mind now and that i analyse every tiny bit of details given/shown? these are just my thoughts. =) haiz.. look at the time now! anyway kev kev kev... i havent hear from you for VERY long.. i've been busy with my projects.. so how have you been?when you are free to at least chat??? i'll be waiting... lalalala.... actually just anxious to know.. you know.. good or bad.. just tell me ya?? rite.. time to sleep!!!! 8am tmr... gosh... -DEAD- |
| Tuesday, March 9 |
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seems like i've not been able to adjust my sleeping time back to the normal 12+. haiz..
anyway, i've just looked through the list of final year project titles and its really tough, titles are chim, contents are chim, everything is tough.. its also tough to decide on which to do. hmm.. gonna do something link to IAP.. heard that its better.. yup.. life as a growing teenager is tough. especially when you are at the age of 19.. there's so many decisions to make! shall not elaborate coz its time to sleep! nitey! ciAO! |
| Sunday, March 7 |
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it sort of became a routine to slack at home on the last day of each holidays. be it long or short, it feels great to be home a full day being a couch potato, enjoying breakfast at 1pm in the afternoon, sit together watching whatever is showing at that time.. and best of all, dinner together again at jp. yep, that's practically how i spent my day today and now im going to watch erin brockovich! cya! |
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to tired to blog. will just summarise whatever happened today.
- lunch n shopped ard with lynn - went home - went amk with ah fat - cleared the air -phew- - *yawn*.. bed time... nitez... |
| Saturday, March 6 |
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i definitely have much to blog today. had a long day and so many things happened. hmm, forgive me if this post is too long to read, you can skipped it if u want..
yup, was kinda pissed in the morning, i think you should sense that and can even smell it from 10metres away coz i was fuming mad and its all written on my face. we know everybody were eager to make ends meet and there you went making such a huge mistake that nobody knows what to do. like too shocked to even react. but i guessed it was a lesson learnt. i am sorry if any of my actions hurt you, it was all out of anger and i didnt mean a single mean thing that was shown on my face or if i've said it accidentally. just that, i feel we should be prepared before doing anything else. yup... and i hope the harmonious agreement on tmr's plan wont affect you much, partly coz i really feel 3 is too much for a short preparation. -peace- then was lunch and a little shopping with mel and qiuyan.. we all had fun, but i was tired out after lunch as usual. -_-" went for a talk about a multi-level marketing company selling health products. i went there with zero knowledge oh MLM, coming out knowing that i wont want to do this. i may not have understood everything and may not know everything i need to know about MLM, but at the very least i know that this job has slow income rate and unstable income every month. so as a student, an ideal part time job is something that earns you money that you can see by the 1st month and earns quite a steady amt subsequently rite. yup, so this is the first X for MLM, coz i will choose to sweat to earn that five bucks an hour whereby i see stable income coming in. 2nd, i know im not blinded by the amt it can bring to me (>$10000/mth)and it is not something everyone can achieve, i know what kind of person i am and i know that i wont be able to substain this part time job for long if its not enough to even feed me by the 2nd month. plus i have to buy the prdt from the company every month, where in the world do i get so many customers or eat so much myself? plus there will definitely be a time when ppl stop eating this, trust me. initially it will seemed great to them, but after all the toxics are excreted and whatever shit problems you have be cured, you'll probably take it for another half a year the most and throw the rest aside. you will never want to touch it again. its human nature, im not being negative. just think about the bottles of health prdts you have at home that no one touches simply coz we human beings lost interest in them. and what you do to them? one day when you feel like you shouldnt waste money and take it out wanting to pop a pill down, then you realised it has long past its expiry date and the bottle goes into the bin! ok, i've drifted and lost my train of thoughts coz i was talking to mel cho. so i'll continue on this topic another day. or probably i shouldnt say so much coz i actually know nuts abt this MLM thing? different people will have different perception and some may see it as an opportunity while ppl like me sees nothing in it.. muahaha... alrite, enough of my nonsense, more on my day out with bihong. you know, its almost 'guess-able' (if there's such word) what we are gonna do and where we gonna eat whenever we meet at dinner time in town. wondered around aimlessly as usual, coz catching up were always our main aim and finally wondered to forum for dinner.. genki sushi as usual, then to our must-go place to see if there's any new stock. yup.. we each bought a striking pink one.. haha.. then was desserts at crepes & cream.. we simply indulge overselves on food everytime we were out. anyway i dunno what has gotten into me today coz i was super hyper and did so many stupid things that made both of us laughed our heads off. then of course my constant 'oo-ing' and 'ah-ing' of cars pissed her off and it hurts too, to hear that she said our topics has become lesser because she's so not into cars. i stopped immediately upon hearing that, but good thing was we were able to talk almost immediately after she finished on how displeased she was and she changed to another topic. somehow it hurts in there and i think i never will mention anything about cars in front of her in future. ok, change topic.. to those who took your As result today, congrats to those who did well and to those who didnt do as well as expected, it doesnt matter anymore, wat matter most now is you pave your path properly. be it good or bad, straight As or even striaght Ds.. choose a course that YOU are interested in and go all out for it. then of course, enjoy the final 3-4mths of holidays for you girls! hmm.. time to sleep, anyway the above contents will more or less offend ppl here and there, just read and forget abt it coz i dun think i wanna rake up the past. its just too long a day for me and too many things happened, but am still glad coz i enjoyed myself today. be it in the lab or in town. everything happends for a reason and i become a more mature person today. -__-" oh!! i didnt mention this!!! I SAW EYE CANDY!! he was there doing his final year project as well. muahaha! but i didnt take much glances at him coz he was like walking everywhere and im afraid he would catch me looking at him. muahaha.. and by the time he came back from his lunch break, i was already packing up to go off! yup.. so there's all of my encounter with mr eye candY! haha.. ciao! |
| Friday, March 5 |
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i have to wake up at like 8+ tmr and im still here, idling and wasting my sleeping time. alrite.. the sudden project meet up sort of crashed my hope of sleeping longer before going to meet jerry.. but oh well, the project cannot be delayed anymore.. so yup... NO CHOICE..
was talking to a friend just now and hmm.. seemed like i've said too much. i knew i shouldnt voice out all the displeasures and negative thoughts but somehow i just couldnt control myself. come to think of it now, i've regretted somehow. partly coz i knew all these will spread and sooner or later everybody will know and then there goes the friendship. haiz.. what done cannot be undone, let it be... anyway, just a thot, will you take the initiative to say sorry or even just msg your friend who is angry with you. i think it actually doesnt hurt to give a msg and that's the least that i think i should do if i really antagonized my friend. what do you think? aiy.. time to sleep.. orelse i wont be able to reach at 9.45... darn project! |
| Thursday, March 4 |
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i just went to watch Big Fish.. hmm.. think its an over-rated show or probably huiqin over-rated it coz she thinks its so nice. muahaha.. well, didnt wanna go out actually, but hmm.. promised this friend of mine that if he needs company this week, i'll accompany him.. so yup.. went out of house quite reluctantly.. lol..
i was reluctant partly coz my little niece came over! she's SOOo cute i tell you, you will want to pinch her rosy cheeks and just hold on there forever! and that infectious laughter she have.. everytime she laughs.. everybody laughs with her.. she's a killer i tell you! but my aunt just cut little mandy's fringe HERSELF and my cutey looks SO tOOt! nonetheless, she's still my baby!! muahaha! alrite, was thinking what i should do tomorrow. will be going over to nus to collect the remaining adidas stuffs that coach still owes us.. that is a bag n a shoe bag i guess, yup.. maybe will meet up with mellie if she's able to wake up.. that is if she didnt get hangover. hmm.. will msg her again ba.. oh peeps! i've actually selected a few pictures and uploaded them.. so now, you can click on the 'My pictures' link and enjoy viewing.. oh.. btw, you have to sign up to be a member before you can view.. yup.. and uh.. i need to give you the password before you can view the pictures. sorry, just wanna play safe coz i dont want the pictures in my album to end up at some ulu ulu place it shouldnt be at. yup.. so, just msg me to get the password.. not in the tag-board of course.. msn, icq, sms, blah blah.. any form of communication.. cheers! |
| Wednesday, March 3 |
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alrite! the weird letterings are gone! cheers to kailun!! he is always there to help a computer idiot like me.. haha.. thanky thanky!!! oh.. btw, girls this boyish looking guy is single and available! up for grab!! just contact me if u wanna know him.. will post some of his photos in my picture folder... keep a lookout! |
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ok.. how is this new blogskin? and hmm.. added quite afew stuffs so that you ppl know more abt me.. yup.. will post photos soon! since i have so much time.. i will probably find a good server and load them all..
alrite.. have been doing for almost 3 hours.. time to sleep.. ciao! |
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part of me really wants common test to be over asap, yet when its finally over, i dread the thot of spending this holiday alone. why? coz the rest are still having their TESTS! this is how contridicting i am.
today's paper sux to the core. there was only 2 questions and i didnt know how to answer the 2nd question. this is how bad i am in this module, but lucky thing it that its only 10%. that is, i will fail but most likely wont affect much of my final grade? -ponders- oh! i think i never mention this..... i saw eye candy??!! muahahaha! i was on cab on my way for cell culture test.. then this person crossing the road caught my attention.. -sheepish grin- alrite, nothing much to boast about coz i dun even know him! =( and seriously he looked so frail, so weak that sometimes i wondered what do i see in him.. just an eye candy...... hahaha... im bored, forgive me for being so crappy. what am i going to do tomorrow????? |
| Tuesday, March 2 |
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the feeling sux when you know you will be taking a paper in less than 9 hours time but you know nuts abt the module!
gonna MUG MUG MUG now... ciao |
| Monday, March 1 |
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alrite.. will be going for dinner nearby, well, at least better than nothing.. i think im a demanding daughter, but who cares, its still a once a year thing and i feel its important. yup.. been facing this computer for VERY long.. gotta rest my eyes and hmm.. SLEEP! ciao!! |
