| Sunday, February 29 |
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29th feb is coming to an end, a day that occurs once every 4 years, but what did i do today? nothing significant. nothing worth the remembrance on this so called special day.
alrite, im so bored that i dunno what else i can do other than blogging... wondering will they just forget abt it and skipped the dinner and pretend everything is normal. i just cant stand their attitude towards a special day that ought to be celebrated. though i've test the next day, im more than willing to celebrate, but what do you have? you can even schedule yourself to work on that day. OMG! im was fuming mad when i heard that! then the other one simply gave an irresponsible remark. how would you feel when its your day and we dun celebrate it with you? I HAVE SELFISH PEOPLE AT HOME! arg.. im still angry!!! |
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spent the whole afternoon slacking. listen to mp3, playing online games, chatting with friends, watching tv.. i did almost everything else but revising cell culture. i slacked yesterday and today, too much for me to take if i want to not only pass this module.
gonna start mugging now.. ps: tmr's my dad's bday! but i havent get him any present! shucks! im a wonderful daughter.. gosh.. sinner! |
| Saturday, February 28 |
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updates to those i've not seen for a long time.. heh... below is a picture of me..
this is me in SKIRT! haha.. taken at a distant cousin's wedding dinner. now dun ever say i never wear skirt k! anyway the image is not clear coz my bro used his hp to take it.. haha! |
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i ordered pizza delivery coz he is hungry.. now he doesnt want to go SIMEI anymore coz i gave him the choice btw two. muahaha.. kids are easily manipulated.. but still I AM ANGRY! |
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frustrated. headache. things just arnt going the way i want it to be.
anyway will not probe further into those two topics coz i think im a nuisance. i dunno, feeling quite down now. affected by the unreasonable requests and the forever irritating questions he will ask. wondering if i should bring him all the way to freaking SIMEI.. which is at the other end. life is freaking unfair, you have to cover up for someone's mistake and yet get scolded by that unreasonable person. now all his bugging is getting on my nerves and im so annoyed by his voice, the noise he made makes me so frustrated that i feel like screaming! wondering when was the last time i was so fed up, or was it the piling up of all the anger that's too much for me to take that i have to explode now to this poor computer of mine. agh.. and if u still dun get what i am trying to say, i was refering to my mom and my little brother. she left home without waiting for him. he comes home seeing she's out, cried (screaming and wailing all the way) and made a nuisance. now sobbing away waiting for ppl to bring him there. scratching your head what has it got to do with me rite? she called me up twice and i was at JP, screamed at me coz that poor boy was crying at home. HELLO! IF U ARE WORRIED THEN YOU SHOULDNT HAVE LEFT BEFORE HE REACHED HOME IN THE FIRST PLACE! im sorry but im extremely annoyed! dun wish to continue anymore. |
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it will be a short post coz im suppose to meet bihong NOW.. time now: 1215... haha..
anyway how do you judge a true gentleman? how do you see if it comes truly from his inner self or just an act to impress us? yup.. will continue about this later.. coz it sets me thinking.. and hmm.. maybe not knowing the truth will be a better thing? would you want to know more and be informed of everything that is happening or listen only when others wanna tell you? anyway this is not what i wanna say.. dunno how to phrase it.. will continue this post at night.. cya |
| Friday, February 27 |
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hmm.. finally finished reading thru the notes once.. i think i am a slow worker.. but anyway i cant really care much now.. time to sleep.. anyway i changed the font size of my blog.. maybe it looks better now? haha.. i cant tell coz i am really quite tired.. yup.. update again another time.. cya! |
| Thursday, February 26 |
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ah.. taking a break from the wordy lecture notes..
my brain contains so much of those DNA, transcription, translation, mRNA and all those shitty stuffs that i cant think of what else i can write --> life of a pathetic mugger... lol luckily im gonna take a break tmr.. gonna celebrate guoxing's birthday.. its another day of FUN after a week or two of mugging! YEAH! anyway i'll update more tmr ya.. gonna head back to continue mugging.. just pray that i will finish by 2am.. so that i have enough rest.. yup... nitex ppl... to my 2 cousins.. good luck for tmr.. scary O's releasing! in any case, just choose correctly ya.. =) to my poly friends.. good luck to those taking same paper tmr.. and all the best to those whose papers are next week.. to my A level friends.. results releasing soon rite? i'll pray for you guys.. and to all those out there.. enjoy your day tmr! ciao! |
| Wednesday, February 25 |
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i felt i gained some inches!!! not in height but you know where... arg... and my piggy mom kept asking me to eat eat and eat.. i guess i really have to workout after common test and lose those unwanted lumps of fats..
uh, ABC test was actually easy you know, but hmm.. as usual, i made some silly mistake that i would rather kill myself then to know i actually got it wrong but what done cannot be undone, so i just have to accept the fact and laugh at myself.. =( haPPy bIRthDay GabRIeL~!~! hope you have fun at tekong.. lol! yup.. gotta go call up rumoured bf then head off to MUG MUG MUG... so troublesome.. muahaha... |
| Tuesday, February 24 |
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my mom made me swallow a plate of porridge! arg.. i shouldnt have eaten that much knowing that i need to have my share of dinner at home.. serve me right.. anyway gtg study now...
haha... just loaded pics from my phone to the com... keke.. so pretty! im narcissistic!!! |
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cant believe crystal jade is SO filling.. my stomach feels like its gonna burst!
hmm.. i went for the wedding dinner in the end.. my mom persuaded me to go.. hmm.. wasnt that fantastic.. as in the food wasnt as good as expected la.. and hmm that guy is a distant relative.. so distant that i dun even know how i should address him.. but its really amazing how we are related... he.. is my grandma's eldest sister's 3rd son's son... lol.. now if you think about it, we (me n him) are of equal status.. ok im crappy.. oh! haPPY BirtHDAy PuI!!!! think you should be having fun! enjoy! <-- you wont see this anyway.. lol alrite, i should be resting now so that i have enough energy to mug later.. a chapter more to go.. jia you! but im feeling restless, so sleepy that im afraid i wont be able to get up later to study.. arg.. must be the food i ate.. all the blood are concentrated in my stomach now making my brain lack the oxygen needed.. this is what i do when i am feeling tired, SO crappy! better go rest.. yup... update later |
| Sunday, February 22 |
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darn! the wedding dinner today had GREAT food.. my mom was laughing at me eating vegetarian stuffs while she enjoyed her dinner with delicious suckling pig, red wine and omg.. i dun wish to elaborate anymore... gonna head back to study... HUMP! |
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just got back from celebrating grandpa's birthday.. as usual, its all vegetarian food. kinda got sick of eating the same old thing i guess, i didnt eat much. but i had lotsa slices of the cake.. muahaha.. its a 2.5kg cake with a big 'shou' written on it.. sure i know i have to watch my water tank waist but i just cant resist the temptation of yummlicious cakes.. lol.. had 3 big slices.. -grin-
for your info, my common test starts TOMORROW.. and im still here, slacking, blogging, chatting and doing shitty things other than mugging.. la la la.. i think im a little mad.. oh.. i was thinking if i should go for the wedding dinner tmr at marina mandarin.. its soO tempting but i have test on wed.. can anyone help me to decide?? lol update later la.... |
| Saturday, February 21 |
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飞机已离开机场 你选择了前往你的方向 不再迷惘忘了我们爱的过往 忘了我给你的伤 学会坚强 从前的我不懂你牺牲多大 为我失去朋友不讲 还放弃了所有梦想觉得没怎样 不会将心比心去想 让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望 能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你 我会仔细的聆听 你对我说的一言一语 我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心 对你好好的去珍惜 请你相信我的心还是爱你 我想再重来一次 回到过去弥补你的伤 没那种事怎么做才能够停止 后悔竟伤你如此 不再放肆 为何总到失去才懂的难过 当你在我身边的时候 总是为我默默守候都是为我的错 错过这难得的拥有 就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走 能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你 我会仔细的聆听 你对我说的一言一语 我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心 对你好好的去珍惜 请你相信我的心还是爱你 bihong shared this song with me and yup i think its a really meaningful song.. the mtv really is very sad.. anyway i made full used of the time i had and im contented with what i've achieved so far.. now is time for me to rest and recharge my energy for tmr's long battle.. wondering if i am able to finish all of Instrumentation by tmr... hmmm.. shall leave it till then and rest myself... really tired after having dinner at jeff's place.. its been weeks since i had a home cooked meal... MOM: where's the food that's supposed to be on the table? you havent been cooking for quite some time ya know? haha.. gonna bathe now.. update later... feeling so tired... all my blood has rush to my stomach... *yawn* |
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*GUILTY*
was out till late and didnt touch my books at all.. it was supposed to be a quick dinner and head back to study.. but it turned out to be a lil shopping.. then a lil chatting.. all these little little stuffs added up and i only manage to reach home at 11+ almost 12... gosh... though its a friday, but aint i suppose to be MUGGING??? ok.. really guilty now.. anyway, guess what i saw today.. desmond driving a BMW convertible! saw him right in front of HMV while i was waiting to cross the road to cine. darn, he was dropping off someone and he smiled at me acknowledging that he saw me.. and *voom* off he goes.. HELLO! i want a lift in THAT car!!! ok.. im acting like a bimbo.. but hmm.. shouldnt u be nice to your gf's friend? hahaha... im kidding.. but i'll be waiting mr P plate... alright.. shall end here and head off to bed.. meeting ms wong to mug tomorrow.. it'll be a long day and hopefully i do get all the required infos stored in my brain coz sunday will be a long day, celebrating grandpa's bday at night.. which means i have lesser time to mug on sun.. im so squeezed! help! ok, no pt asking for help now.. i should be helping myself.. not anyone else.. yup... adios! |
| Thursday, February 19 |
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there's nothing much to write.. common test is coming.. yet people are still asking me out and if i cant resist the temptation, there goes my ct.. plus i've only managed to study a chapter of a module so far, yup.. how pathetic rite? the perserverance in me is very low, so little that even the television can shake it.. not to mention the bed, the computer and simply lazing around.
alrite.. so much of the sad stuffs and to make up for not blogging yesterday.. tell you something happening... i saw cutie eye candy!!! haha.. but that was yesterday, didnt get to see him today though his lesson was just in the next lab.. =( anyway the most important thing was.. he was RIGHT BESIDE ME.. see, i was deciding what to eat, so we(w melissa) walked up and down in front of the stalls.. then when i felt i was blocking someone's way, i turned.. TA DA! he was like 1cm away?! muahaha.. i was shocked but of course i acted as if nothing happened and that he was just a stranger la.. BUT stupid mel mel opened her eyes so big.. almost wanted to kill her on the spot.. luckily i was too over joyed to do that. muahaha... now i wonder why is he my eye candy when he isnt hunky --> no looks, no figure and hunchback? hmm.. but he has a charming smile, got BRAINS and what else? ok.. really nothing much abt him that i like, but its just fun when there's a aim to go sch.. haha.. not really, i am always too blind to notice him even if he is anywhere near me. anyway i dunno when he became my eye candy, i merely said.. 'that guy quite cute' during staff & student day, and the next day the rest of the world heard abt it and started teasing me.. and yup, i played along.. haha... quite a lame thing.. but i think this is what's keeping the class lively.. haha.. enough of my nonsense.. gotta go have dinner.. tummy is rebelling nowadays, haiz.. im sorry i treated you bad on sun.. i didnt mean to eat that bowl of noodles. i didnt know its so spicy and has so much vinegar in it.. i promise i will eat something lighter the next few days k... yup... |
| Tuesday, February 17 |
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life is all about making decisions? or going into decisions already made for you? and from there, learn the mistakes and dun commit it again? then again, do friends really just come and go? true friends do stay rite? please tell me that im rite coz i've always believed that true friends do stay and are worth to keep.
ok.. you must be wondering why am i talking about all these suddenly. i was talking to her(name not to be disclosed) for quite long today and that though i really talked alot more than her and was being very straightforward and hush and critical, i just want her to know what i wanna convey to let her open up. of course, ive learnt much about her too. to know why she didnt trust, her fears and thus the wall built between her and all of us. -sad- all i wanna say is that if u learn to believe again, try to put trust and faith again, you will definitely find that true friend of yours. it just matter how long you will take to find that person and of course how long you need to learn all these right. people may disagree with me and you may have your own set of thinking, but i hope those stuffs that i said did help at least a little bit.. girlfriends are the most important part of your life. see, when boyfriends walked out of your life, husband made you cry, stress from work piled up, arguments with boss/husband that made you seem so lost and needing someone to have a cuppa coffee, girlfriends are all you need. girlfriends will always be there, be it rain or shine, happy or sad. you know what i mean? other than your family, girlfriends are your next closest kin. =) ok.. so much of all these, shall start mugging................................. oh btw.. saw my eye candy!! HE walked past me just now. OUR paths CROSSED.. muahaha.. -wink- i was so happy k.... too shocked to continue my thots and forgot wat i wanna say after that.. beaming from ear to ear for at least 10mins.. muahaha.. alrite enough of my nonsense.... back to mugging.. ciao |
| Monday, February 16 |
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i am still procrastinating...blah....... playing game right now.. how lazy can i get man.. |
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isnt life great to have someone to dote on you everyday? haha... yes, got another small gift from rumoured bf and this time its a bottle filled with pink heart shaped sweets and small metallic ball look-a-like cola sweets.. heh... but hey, dont you think you pampered me too much? ok enough said.. =P
im so full now but cant bathe yet coz apparently the food i've just eaten hasnt digest and its not good to bathe.. oh well.. that's what my mom always say.. shall wait.. anyway supposed to mug today but im feeling quite tired and sleepy and too full to mug now, we shall see if things gets better after bathing k.. or else i will just head to bed till the sun shines again tmr.. you know, time is running out yet im still giving all these excuses to escape from mugging... im so gonna die die DIE! yup.. time to bathe.. will update again later if im coming back.. =) |
| Sunday, February 15 |
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cant sleep.. tummy ache.. what did i eat wrongly?? was it the coke? chicken rice??!! or the lousy noodles?? |
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today's carnival sux big time. (yes lynn, i am writing abt today's carnival! haha!) first the sun was so strong that my tanning yesterday had gone to waste. mainly coz the tan is not even anymore! second i can have teammate telling me, "my passes not accurate, so cannot throw" and "there's ppl behind you" and what else? i cannot remember.. HELLO! you have been playing for at least 5 years and you can tell me all these? what's wrong?! am i more senior that you are afraid to throw to me? i dun think so, aiyo i dunno, i'm really quite pissed by her excuses. hmm, basically i didnt really enjoy my carnival today. wasted my beauty sleep and got myself all sweaty and burnt. but good thing is, i finally get to wear the very pro jersey, a powdery blue sleeveless top and a white skirt! haha! ok enough of this topic..
*change topic* now what? hmm.. yes.. if u realise, common test is just 2 weeks away. but for me, its just a week and all thanx to my lovely teachers, they pushed 3 papers forward to the study break week. now i need to be a nerd, gonna learn to be one for at least these 2 weeks.. haha.. it will all end on the 2nd of march.. and probably i'll go for my long awaited malacca trip.. that is if everything goes smoothly ah.. haha.. shall see.. now is my slacking time before i head off for an early night... ciao.. |
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to those who are reading my blog: please dun take me too seriously when i say i dont have a date.. it doesnt mean i need one and im not hinting anything to anyone. please just read and forget abt it or laugh out if you have to and forget about it after that.
you see, i saw a funny sms from kl saying that im hinting ppl to date me.. but seriously kl, i am not.. i was just playing along with the v day mood you see... i wasnt pissed.. just felt weird how this light-hearted post can make you think so much into it.. probably you arnt feeling good yourself? anyway to my rumoured bf: thanx for the flowers.. =) though i dunno how to appreciate flowers, but it feels great to receive one on this special occasion as well.. thanx thanx.. anyway, the bear is cute! ha.. i probably will dote on the bear more and leave the flowers aside! oops! well, efforts very much appreciated! anyway, hope you like that candy too. i was just to lazy to make or write you a card and that everything was so last minute that it came with an ugly plastic bag.. ha.. not my fault! blame that aunty! haha... anyway lynn, i think you really have to control your temper.. haha.. even your 27 year old cousin is afraid of making you angry. this really shows how monstress you are to him.. haha.. but i enjoyed the moments with you, coz you never once lost you temper at me before? the encounters you told me today made me laughed my lungs out.. its just too bad that i have to meet my friends to go beach, orelse i will be more than willing to spend the whole day shopping and catching up with you.. promise i will push all my appointments away the next time i am meeting you k.. haha... i shall sleep now.. my weekend is burnt.. there's carnival at nus tmr and i have to reach by 745am... wat is this man.. i havent gotten a good rest this weekend lo! darn.... cya la... |
| Saturday, February 14 |
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...There are some people who meet that somebody
that they can never stop loving...there are some love that don't go away...but we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity. Somebody who never lets go. Somebody who cherishes you forever... read it in a mail and i thot its quite meaningful on this special occasion. enjoy ppl.. =) shall head off to bed now.. yet another lonely day at home.. where are you guys?! i dunwan to be alone at home!!! |
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haPPy ValenTine'S daY!!!
hmm.. ok. i've accepted the fact that yup im alone on this day and that i've no dates and that i will be going beach with a group of friends.. what else.. life is so freaking torturous for a single girl on this irritating day for couples! forgive me im just being jealous of those couples.. envious of those holding roses.. haha... anyway i was whining the whole day which got bihong a lil amused and she kept laughing at poor lil jas... what a best friend i've got rite... but its also her that i know i can rely on whenever i need it.. 24-7 she will be available for me.. im so glad i have you dearie.. chatted so much when i was over at her place just now.. it seemed like she knows me best inside out, the way that nobody knows. the mess that i've created upon myself need not be said out loud to her.. she knows once i whine about it.. she knows just the right thing to say to make me shut up.. ha.. i feel so unprotected! but its also her words that make me know what i actually want.. thanx dearie.. but i still have to say.. i have no date tmr!!!!!!!! muahaha! |
| Thursday, February 12 |
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haPPy BirtHdaY to meLLie and LimiN!
anyway i guessed im just being silly, vday is coming you see.. not dates.. nothing.. still have to go all the way to hcjc to collect shoes at 11am.. dunno what's wrong with them to choose such a day to give us our shoes.. anyway i've been thinking the whole of today.. what am i supposed to do.. the feeling sux.. i cant concentrate at all.. thus left sch at 1pm, headed home and SLEEP. then i thot i cannot hold it anymore and ya.. told mellie abt it.. 'she's the reality and you are the dream'.. it always felt nice when someone's listening.. though not much of a conclusion was gathered.. but actually there isnt any choice you see.. so ya.. just have to live with the fact and let fate decide.. anyway thanx dearie, i really love your company.. and i enjoyed myself yesterday.. =) okk... gonna mug for cell culture test now... wish me luck! cya! |
| Wednesday, February 11 |
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hmm.. something bad happened again. i wondered if she knows about my blog and had read that blog that i posted on 6th feb that made her come to this decision. if it was so, then i really think she made the wrong-est decision ever. that was just from my point of view. i said what i felt at that point of time and that wasnt what the whole grp feels. and plus nothing came out from your mouth so we didnt know what you were thinking.
then again, all of us thought everything was back to normal, or more or less alright when everyone voiced out their displeasure and talked things through on sat.. but it turned out otherwise.. i mean, all of us knew that we were all at fault and had come to a conclusion that ya.. we will try to change. but all of a sudden, you came up with this conclusion of yours that shocked us and put many of them in more troubles than before. you dont know the consequences to your decision i guess, probably still immature in some ways or another.. haiz... then again, human beings are selfish creatures, arnt they? haiz.. i really thot things were ok when you passed me the stuffs, and i helped you wash them... basically its was so back to normal kinda thingy.. i dunno what else to say.. just plain disappointed.... though we havent been close, though im temperamental and so many thousands negative traits i have, you were the one that no one understands.. at least i showed my feelings on my face.. i dunno la... this news came too sudden that made me feel at a lost... an irresponsible action i would say... nvm.................. *gone* and there you go with the wind..... my day was spoilt coz of this.. i guess no one feels any better when knowing the truth... anyway the trip to town lighten up my mood a little.. as i spend n spend like i've never done before... buying things mostly not for me but for the 2 birthday girls.. never did i know i am so good at spending coz i spent almost 100 bucks in 2 days... i must really note down my expenditures and keep close track of what i actually spend on.. coz money depletes like nobody's business now... gosh.. im going broke again.. HELP! at least im feeling better and beginning to accept the truth and face the reality.. probably she did this with many strong reasons to support her, maybe she really feel left out or taken for granted or whatever reasons you can think of. or if u cant accept my straightforwardness then im sorry. but what i said that day was right from my heart and i feel you should know this so that you learn.. aiyo.. i dunno.. i think im affected... gonna end now and head to bed... getting excited just by thinking of tmr.. hahaa... mellie.. you are OLD OLD OLD!!! muahahha.... no more a TEENager..... =P |
| Monday, February 9 |
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most of blogs that i read keep mentioning abt v day. now it sets me thinking, will it be another lonely v day for me. friends around me are all attached.. now this is the part i dun like about being single. its like so pathetic spending that day alone when everybody is out enjoying with their partner. aww... -jealous-
haha... but i think i will get a few single friends to chill or something. besides its a saturday, so i shant waste it! hopefully they dun have dates, haha.. then they will be all mine.. muahahaa.. ok im being a saddist.. but who cares =P gtg... |
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Love Test - Animal Test
1. You are attracted to those who are warm and obedience. 2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is moods-swing, blow hot and cold in love, vacillate. 3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal, faithful, never change. 4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic. 5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is one that you care not only about the present but also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship that you can grow with. 6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything wrong after marriage. 7. You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your freedom. 8. At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do anything for it, you won't fall for it easily. this is so true... except for maybe the 2nd one.. and for 6th and 7th, im not really sure. haha.. but what i agree totally is no.8.. i really cant picture myself together with a guy after being single for so long.. not at this moment at least.. it will all be so weird. right now, i still prefer singlehood. i mean why tie myself down now rite? perhaps coz my prince havent appear yet. hahaha... im giving excuses... no one wants me actually.. =.( oh.. the chinese song below is by van fan yi chen, title is Piano. its really meaningful, so please read the lyrics. hmmm.. why is my mp3 player is playing all the sad love songs now??????? anyway i failed to mug today. was enjoying the faye wong's cd and talking to denis most of the time while they played vball.. i tried to read the cell culture notes, but it all seems so alien to me. -__-" buck up jas! a point to add! my dearie ms wong also slept from 6+pm yesterday till this morning 6+am, SO im NOT the only pig around ok! haha.. sorry to pull you down dearie, coz those who tried to contact me yesterday all scolded me for being a pig. they dunno how tired we are u see, so i have to clarify it here. haha. alright, time to sleep. ciao! |
| Sunday, February 8 |
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白键是那一年海的沙滩 浪花的缱绻 黑键是和你多日不见
弹指间 海岸线 你的泪 我的眼 模糊天边 每个人心中都有架钢琴 尘封在回忆 任凭我只是你的插曲 时间偶尔提起 钢琴偶尔哭泣 那些凌乱片段 如果爱还能再重来 我期待澎湃永远在 oh~~每次琴盖打开 便有歌来自大海 如果爱我已不存在 我希望有一段精采 让回忆有所感慨 白键是现在我爱到昨天成全你改变 黑键是原谅我的原谅 好想再弹一遍 手指却只听见 你的抱歉 |
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its been a long time since there was so much joy.. we were champs for the two carnivals we participated this year. this time round its the 20 & under carnival. but our joy was exchanged for the lack of sleep and the burnt under the strong sun. we almost died of dehydration. haha.. all in all, i guessed everybody thinks its worth it. just that its not cash price again this time round.. yet another throphy.. ok la.. better than nothing. coz we went there not aiming to win since there were strong teams like rjc, ajc, vjc and this club named Extreme.. we were the black horse.. =) anyway, i dropped dead at 7pm last night. only waking up to ans some calls and ya.. that's it. all the way till this morning. yes i know im pig... that's why im piggy jas... but you really cant blame me.. everybody was tired given that kinda weather and playing so many matches.. anyway will be going out soon to meet my bro.. cut hair cut hair.. should i change my colour? hmm... *thinking* yup... gonna be a good girl today.. muggin! =) will be having jap test on tues and cell culture test on friday.. gotta buck up jas!!! anyway, all the best... i heard of the truth you never told me before. i guess you two were meant to be.. treasure.. |
| Saturday, February 7 |
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can you believe how absent-minded i was to forget my shoes? you see, i am supposed to go for a netball carnival tomorrow but i left my shoes in school. and the best thing was that i only remembered when i was on my way home. i was so panicky and didnt know what to do at that moment. haha.. thinking back.. i was such a fool! luckily i managed to borrow a pair of shoes from jia'en.. if not, i will have to go back to sch early in the morning just to get that pair of shoe. -__-"
anyway that kenny guy gave up. really never seen such a despo guy before. (sorry guys out there if im discriminating your species, but i cant help it). he calls almost every day, which means i have to pretend not to hear my phone ring every night.. he msges almost everyday to ask me out during the weekends, and msges the same thing if i dun reply or i replied late.. anyway i usually dun reply. haha.. BUT now, IM FREE FROM ALL THESE! YEAH! reason being, i told him some stuffs which shocked him and ta-da! he stopped msging me. stopped asking me out, stopped msging that irritating sentence --> "its ok if she cant make it, we could talk and get to know each other better".. im really irritated by all these.. NEVER in my life did i meet such a guy. i dunno what to nickname him. i've never been so disgusted before by a guy so knowledgeable yet such a loser.. ok.. enough of that.. now at least my life is more peaceful. phew... gotta run.. sweet dreams... lol... i'll definitely have many sweet dreams tonight... =) |
| Friday, February 6 |
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life's in a mess. yet another 2 days of holidays for us --> Open House. which means we will be skipping thurs and fri lessons again. how in the world are we gonna finish the syllabus? im saying all these so that i dun slack again. this isnt a good sign u see, one of my aim was to study hard. haha..
anyway apart from this, that side had some disagreement that day. in which i think this shouldnt have happened at all. all due to 1 person's sensitivity. dread that characteristic of that person. PLEASE PUT YOURSELF IN OTHER'S SHOE. DONT THINK THAT YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE SUFFERING. im not directly involved but i have eyes to see you see, so i know what's going on. anyway enough of that. the sudden dislike for u arose for some reasons which i think is pretty obvious if u can see it. i doubt so anyway coz u are in a state where u think you are right and others are wrong. arg... why am i blogging this? this sux and caused so many of us to feel bad, sad, angry.. i dunno what.. a mixture of feelings in everyone of us. sympathy is not what we should give...... anyway, today is the TOTO 10 MILLION DOLLAR HONG BAO DRAW... i forked out a few bucks to try my beginner's luck. nah.. i got nothing in return. so sad =( ha.. but it was fun learning how to colour those boxes and knowing what's quick pick and system 7.. was quite an experience though it was just a short 5min thingy. -__-" basically that's the only fun part for today. other than that, the whole day was spent practically rotting at the booth below block 34 drawing on friend's hand, letting friends draw and paint my hand. yup.. we are doing henna and manicure for Ngee Ann Poly Open House.. this will last till saturday.. come down to support us yea? erm.. dun come better.. or i will destroy your beautiful hand/leg.. haha.. gonna end here.... |
| Tuesday, February 3 |
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i dunno what to write, cant seemed to think today. its probably due to the panadol i ate this afternoon. wondered who told me panadol will not cause drowsiness, i felt so restless and weak after that lo. only thing in my mind was to sleep.. haha..
i think i really cant think.. dunno what am i writing.. gonna end here.. shall update when i feel better.. gosh.. there's a compulsory trg tmr.. can u make it jas? -nods head- =( hahaha... |
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BIG THANX TO THOSE WHO REMEMBERED MY BIRTHDAY.. THANX FOR YOUR SMS.. ONLINE MESSAGE.. thanx for remembering and thanx for being so sweet.. i enjoyed my birthday very well.. thanx for the adidas bag.. thanx for the bracelet.. loved them.. thanx so much! =) and for those who had forgotten.. remember its 1st feb.. heh... yup.. so remember next year k!?
to those who wanna know how i spent my bday.. here goes... met the usual beach clique at harbourfront at 11am.. and guess what? me, together with mf were the earliest! to say i was late for 10mins when i met him at boonlay interchange to take bus 30. haha.. yup.. so we waited.. like not long ago they just nicknamed me late queen lo.. now look at them.. -shakes head- anyway the sun wasnt great there.. should say the weather was perfect for everything but not tanning.. no sun.. light breeze.. that kind.. ha... so i played beach volley instead.. yup.. time passes slowly.. but was fun la of course(huiqin u missed the fun!).. then was show down time when they took the cake out.. that wt.. bought strawberry cake.. like its for himself rather than for me? hello mister i like chocolate cake ok? please remember.. anyway the cake had so much cream! lucky thing was that everybody is hungry.. so no one played with the cream.. ha...-phew- by the time they thought of it there wasnt much left and so they gave up the idea... heh... then.. 7.30pm.. met another grp of friends.. von+pui+gab+heeboon.. dinner was at nydc.. guess how long we spent there? ha.. we left at abt 10pm.. 2+ hours sitting inside.. i think the waiters muz be cursing and swearing coz they had to refill our cups so many times.. hah.. dun care.. anyway we went west coast park after that coz von havent been there before.. and yup.. she tired almost everything at the playgrounds.. like a grown up kid.. all of us have our kiddy side.. and i missed them.. coz we are supposed to be grown ups now.. haiz.. 19 is so freaking old! im as old as BIHONG!!! dun laugh ms wong.. u will be turning T W E N T Y in no time! muahaha.. yup.. that's practically my birthday.. must be wondering how come i never celebrate with my family rite.. keke.. we went for dinner just now.. at this seafood restaurant somewhere near the jalan bersah stadium.. they serve good sambal promfret and crabs!!! there were 6 of us.. and we ate like 6 crabs.. 2 chilly crabs.. 2 steam crabs.. 2 black pepper crabs.. haha.. had such a full dinner.. yummy! after all those that we ate.. there's still a cake.. this time round its an apple cake.. its quite nice.. and unique i should say.. coz havent tried apple cake before.. ha.. thanx bro for the cake =) almost wanna kill you for not buying anything lo! haha.. kidding.. i think i typed too much.. yup.. dun wan irritated u with all my rubbish.. ciao! |
| Monday, February 2 |
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time n tide waits for no man........ |
| Sunday, February 1 |
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i saw international superstar -----> Jackie Chan !!!
hmm.. acting like a bimbo now.. sshhhz... anyway i was lucky to see him la.. just stepped out of lucky plaza and -dang- he was on the parade vechicle waving towards my side.. then i realised the rushing of the crowd was to follow him.. summore i was going against the crowd to meet my bro.. had a difficult time man... hmm... orchard was really crowded.. met charis n mel chee at 5 and there was already quite a crowd waiting by the roadside for a 7 or 8pm show.. didnt know Chingay is so hot in singapore as well.. ha... anyway thanx dearies for your presents.. love it.. but it will take awhile before i wear that coz i wanna lose the fats on my arms first.. my flabby arms suX! lol... we should meet up another time whereby everybody is free and not in a rush to go off... yup... thanx thanx... have to sleep now.. meeting them to go beach tmr... pray that i can wake up... they are starting to give me the late queen nick...... |
