| Sunday, August 31 |
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Ah Mei - Yuan lai ni she me dou bu yao
all of a sudden.. it juz poured heavily.. lightning striked.. took half my soul away.. a lonely night at home... nah.. not abt all these... actually was quite surprise when everybody suddenly come n tell me about stuffs i wrote in my blog. i didnt know so many ppl read my blog. ha.. have to be careful with my words now that i know about it... 1.. mr neo n yixin... ha.. to clarify... that day i guess i was juz feeling down that's why i will say no one cares about me.. there will definitely be times whereby you wish there's a special someone to care for you ya? yup.. that was what i was refering to.. hmm.. nothing much for now... need to work on my maths... need to study smart... need to be a good girl... ms wong... things that you said really open me up alot.. i shall try to adopt your style when sch begins... hopefully i can.. hehe... ciao! |
| Saturday, August 30 |
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Aaron Kwok - Zhen de pa le
yeah.. like the song.. im really afraid.. today's paper wasnt difficult. but still i didnt study enough to know how to do the whole paper. feel like a failure. i've never been like this before. what had happened to me? can someone please tell me? last time i will even make it a point to finish studying before i sleep. now.. i dun even care.. i slept without finishing the last ch. if im going to continue being like this. i will not be able to forgive myself. gosh... tell me what's got into me!!! part of me is so worried.. yet the other dun seem to care n wants to enjoy life. where is the enthusiasm? where is the concentration? where is the old jasmin! now im going out again.. juz reached home not long ago n i have to leave my house again.. go meet wt n co. for dinner... if this is going to carry on... jasmin i tell you.. you are going to flunk... you are going to retain... PLEASE WAKE UP!!!! |
| Friday, August 29 |
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Sammi Cheng - Feel 100%
argh... gonna fail IMM... sad... study till so late also no use... argh.... im not going to fail this module!!!!! stress... dun feel like going anywhere already.. sleep n study for aqua later... orelse i will have another blow... cannot take it... *gONe* |
| Thursday, August 28 |
 Yoshimi - "Happy Beauty" What would your Japanese name be? (female) brought to you by Quizilla Leo Ku - Xiao Zhi oh gosh.. IMM CCT is tmr!!!!! and im stucked here still know nuts about it.... 9 chs to go.. hopefully.. hopefully i can finish everything by today.. (which is impossible to be realistic) anyway im going out to study.. yup.. wish me luck!! |
| Wednesday, August 27 |
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Andy Hui - Wo hai neng ai shui
haz... now is more about wat i've done these 2 days.... hmmm... i told u i went for movies rite... that night...after 12mn.. i went for supper with fm.. ha... wondered around singapore to find AH KUN's toast bread... but juz couldnt find one... in the end we ended up at geylang eating the famous dou hua with you tiao.. ha... not bad la... then went east coast to look at the mars lo... hmm.. was quite bright n big.. haha.. bigger than all the stars around it.. too bad its with fm... dun have the 'nice nice' feeling... hahaa.. very bad... anyway he's a nice guy... ha... yup.. then got back at 3+ in the morning.. haha...msged wt that i might be joining them to go beach if i can get up... i really wanted to go... i woke up at 8.45.. but that pig.. slept all the way till 10am.. n my ex-tutor msg me that he wont be meeting me at harborfront.. and that he will end early at about 1pm..so there goes my sentosa trip.. ='( anyway the 'tuitioning' was a good one.. at least now i know whats differentiate equation.. wah.. abit chim chim... after that i didnt do much also... only abit maths n read thru ch 5 n 6 of IMM notes.. im FAR behind my schedule!!! HELP!!! so slack.. i've got no time.. now regretted skipping so many lectures... dun understand lotsa stuffs... esp imm... i think if i touch on aqua n amb.. i will be more stress.. haiz..... |
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Elva - Chuang wai de tian qi
hmm.. am i supposed to continue with my camp? ha.. actually im almost done with it.. the carnival was a good one as we really see the difference in the team and that most of us feel that everyone has put in effort to change.. then there was a de-brief done by the coach.. hinting us that she has not choose the main 7.. neither the main 12.. so all of us still have to work hard to prove to her that she should choose us.. yup.. anyway went back sch.. then there's another de-brief... ha... all of us were 'dead' on the journey back btw.. luckily the de-brief was a short one.. bathed.. some of us went to have lunch.. n tata... that's the end of the 3 days 2 nights camp.. ha... simin n i took a cab back coz was too tired n bags were super heavy.. ha.. then back at home.. so surprised that i still can manage to stay awake till about 9pm before falling asleep in front of the tv.. was watching What Women Want on my bed... and i slept all the way till the next morning.. 11+.. haz.. PIG..... |
| Monday, August 25 |
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atomic kitten - it's ok
hmm... juz got back from movie! finally.. i had the chance to watch homerun.. was so busy the past few weeks.. not that im free today.. but we cut short the studying time to watch the show.. haha.. was suppose to study with bihong today at jurong bowl mac.. we did study.. but hmm... 3 hours only.. haha... oh.. the camp over the weekend was fun.. i guess its the most happening camp i've ever been to.. kewl.. first there's a screwed up teacher telling us we cant stay over in sch coz we didnt get approval from the sch.. it was supposed to be HER job.. we were quite pissed at first.. but all of us came up with lotsa ideas.. and we went over to jas's place to stay over.. ha.. then is training at kallang n all of us was 'black' after that training.. ha.. coz its super hot.. and back in sch.. after dinner.. the team talk took 4hours! wow.. supposed to sleep at 10pm.. but that talk lasted till 2am.. wahhaa.. all of us were like zombies the next day.. and we have carnival lo... hmm.. no time to continue le... write again another day.... |
| Sunday, August 17 |
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Zhang Hui Mei - Jie Tuo
wow.. went for canoe star one course today...was quite alrite except for my partner.. haiz.. cant expect much from her.. got to know that she's a slow learner so must do everything slowly with her.. luckily during one of the game.. we werent the last 2 to raft up.. orelse......... hahaha... anyway tmr will change partner... thank goodness.. or rather.. she can be with a guy so that they can help to carry her weight... oops.. very bad hor.. keep saying abt her... haz... went to amk after that.. didnt join ah hwa n haoyi they all for buffet dinner coz wasnt really that hungry.. but abit sad coz have to walk to the mrt station all alone... haiz... gu dan de ren zong shuo wu suo wei..... ha... gone mad le... tmr still have to get to kallang by 9am.. they dun entertain latecomers wor.... i cannot be late.......... oh.. added a midi on my blog... can you hear??? ha... hopefully... ;) |
| Saturday, August 16 |
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Beyond - Love
argh... its not a nice day today.. i dunno why.. i juz feel very down... headache ba... till now i still having headache... dying le... please help me!!! didnt eat much too.. haiz.. muz be my headache...dun even feel hungry now... weird... only feel that my head is VERY heavy..... sometimes really feel like having someone there to care for me... but... haiz... no one wants to... =( |
| Wednesday, August 13 |
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Kelly Chen - Ji Shi Ben
ARGH!!!! DAMN THAT BITCH!!!! IRRITATING BASTARD IDIOT..... TO THINK I STILL HAVE TO WITHSTAND HER FOR ANOTHER 3MONTHS!!!!!!!!! |
| Monday, August 11 |
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Zhang Hui Mei - Yong Gan
wow.. today's an enjoyable day.. although had training but the amt of perspiration makes me feel like as if i've lost lotsa weight.. talking abt my weight makes me think of that haoyi... keep saying im fat... haiz... i know im getting fatter... but that's not the way of reminding me.. =( hen shang xin de... sometimes i really feel im very KE AI... KE lian mei ren AI.... when i needed someone to be there... there always isnt anyone... guess i was thinking too much.. i still have bihong.. but haiz.. she's so busy.... nvm... i know i can handle my stuff well.. juz gimme some time.. u will be outta my mind to be with the girl you like... really lost faith in guys... hello! any girls out there wanna be my partner???? hahahaha... |
| Sunday, August 10 |
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William So - Nan Ren Bu Gai Nu Ren Liu Lei
Suddenly feel upset hearing this song... its not as if i have a bf now to make me sad... its just something that someone said just sometime ago that makes my heart sour.. probably i gave ppl the feeling.. yeah u can tell me anything straight.. i can take it.. yes.. i can take most of it.. but i guess i couldnt juz now.. that's why i didnt ans you in the end. i've tried to reply you in a naughty tone.. i dont want to make it obvious that i actually do feel a little sour there. i dont know why i will feel that too.. but somehow i did. hmm.. dun bother.. crazy me is thinking too much.. im not hurt.. im not upset.. nor am i disappointed.. juz a little disappointed in myself... i always spoil things.. |
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Harlem Yu - Chun ni
wow.... if haoyi nv mention about 'internet journal' i would have forgotten that i actually have one.. and that i havent been writing for a LONG LONG time.. been busy with a lot of stuff... netball.. especially... and my time-table sux... haiz... write again later... doing project now... |
